New year's eve.

14 hours and 57 mins left. By that time, i will be free of my BAD LUCK. HURRAY!! New year = new beginning = new luck, for all cases of 'new'!

Today is CCa farewell! Nothing to look forward to. =x. After all these bad luck/events i have already become numb to everything. Nothing seems to able to interest me anymore.. Maybe a new game? But new games such days are crappy. I seemed to have lost all my reason to live..

Do i sound like a bastard? People in Malaysia/phuket/india just lost their lives unwillingly.. and i am here not cherishing my own life. Maybe. But.... if u think hard enough.. there isn't much things to do in life. Even if there are.. those are meaningless things. For example... bungee jump? lol... jump then jump lor. Would u gain anything from it? Excitement maybe.. But what do you need excitement for? Do you live just to gain excitement?

Most people have ambitions. Space pilot, President, Doctor, Scientist, Astronaut wadever. Now to think of it.. so what you have achieved what you want? What does it gives you? Sense of achievement?? Pride? Crap. Primitive humans hunt to get food in order to survive. Now the so called homosapiens (man of knowledge) work hard just to get something that actually does not exist? We will be made a laughing stock by the ants.

New year's eve. I'm getting emotional because i have a bad year. Well i just hope everyone get what there want for their new year. I don't have many wishes.

Some day my blog will be deleted for encouraging suicide.... lol. But seriously, do what you ownself believe in. No matter what other say to you, just do what you believe.. and u will have no regrets.

Happy new year.

Most unlucky guy.

Yup. You are looking at the no doubt, most unlucky guy this year. Following are the accounts for the statement.

It all began: Watch held dear spoilt due to water going in. Water resistance 100m mind you.

Computer broke down. Harddisk drive spoilt. Important files gone.

Prelims flopped amaths. Due to usage of dx/dy instead of dy/dx as gradient. (pak jiao..)

Last day of school..... my close frens shld know z......

O level prac. Physics. Used 3 measurements only.. (singly?) Chem.. calculator out of batt. slammed it on the table then it worked.

2 days before O level 1st paper. Viral fever. 38.7 degree celsius.

Before Amaths paper 2. Newly bought long ruler lost.

Amaths paper 2. Didnt bring another new long ruler bought just for this paper in. Short ruler dropped on floor but i didnt know. i thought left it home. (Luckily no need ruler for that paper..)

Bought new computer w/o monitor and gfx card + cd-rom drives. Casing with the colour that i like sold out. Casing supposed to have a side window, until got home then realised they give the one w/o window.

Suffered severe acne. Healing now. On medication that cost $108 for 1 month course.

PAE. Some 10 pters got in VJ sci while i still cant even with appeal. 12 pters from VS got in thru appeal. But thru shit CCAs (choir, CO, band) . Most stupid thing is that they tell me cos of 'no space' i cant get in.

EDIT: 23rd Dec. LOL..... Was eating pizza in Pizza hut (sec 4 self organized farewell) when suddenly came in someone. LOL. Where got unlucky?? lOL

24th Dec. something happened.

Today. Unable to get new phone today cos of some reason.. give up.

+ lots more. If my frens discovered i haven mentioned any (cos too many to remember), let me know.

"Blessing in disguise?" Yeah i sure like the sound of that o.o

MerRy ChRisTmAs wor! =)

This x'mas will be fun! Yesterday hor... stupid singtel tio flood until dunno like what..... They should do something about it ma.. im sure then already anticipate this would happen le.

1 more hour i'll be on my way to uncle's house.... x'mas party.. But.. i dont like such family parties... haha. Cos all the uncle aunties at there talk so loud. Uncles will at there gamble together with some aunties.. While aunties will either cook or gossip.... haix. then as usual i will find my own corner (usually the sofa) and watch x'mas tv programmes!

X'mas alot programmes one. Haix.. can hear my mother at there scream... they always chase us but then later surely will still be us waiting for them 30mins.. Ok i go bathe liao~

Liang jing ru rox! Her songs!! haha. Wish each and every earthlings and non-earthlings a merry x'mas! Forget all worries and enjoy this day!

"So often I feel that I am the only one with any semblance of haste. I am in a hurry to do everything, and I want to do it today, not tomorrow -- this week, and not the next. The concept of the future doesn't exist for me anymore. But unfortunately there is also so much that are out of my hands, that I can't influence, that I have to trust to others to do, and these others still have the concept of future. This is the fundamental difference that divides me now from the rest of the world. I worry if I'll have enough strength in my hands to knead my cookie dough tomorrow. I'd rather have baked them today." -- same blog. dying, day 1

found it very meaningful.

"What do you say to friends who say "I'm sure you will get well soon"? What is the basis of their faith that I'm actually not dying, but merely undergoing a phase that will be temporary before life starts kicking in again? Do they know something that I don't? Do they realise the seriousness and extent of my disease? That tumours tend to grow rather than shrink spontaneously? That death is statistically, historically, even philosophically more certain that life?
The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death, to try to understand what death means. Of course death is frightening. That's a natural biological reaction. Every living thing strives to stay alive. And death is all the more frightening when you have to watch it unfold before yourself. But you achieve absolutely nothing by refusing to acknowledge it. You do not comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation... " --taken from http://dyingis.blogspot.com/2004/11/dying-day-3.html . May Grace rest in peace...

I took out this part from her blog because i feel that this can apply to other cases other than death. Sometimes things gets very certain to a state that consoling someone by telling him/her that s/he's fine is actually v irritating instead of finding it helping.. Consoling by helping the person lessen their pain will be more helpful in my opinion..

Wed know appeal results. Wish me luck..!

"Learning to live should also mean that you learn to die, that you assume absolute mortality as the basis, and learn to accept it, without expectation of salvation, hope for recovery, or delivery for yourself or for another. The classical philosophical exhortation since Plato: to philosophise is to learn to die..." -- Jacques Derrida
Its from the same blog. V meaningful. Should i think more? But why should i? i got quite a happy life now.

Dont get the wrong idea i am thinking of death... Just found it meaningful. And i will be optimistic.

Michelle Branch rox! Actually i mean her songs =)

Yes! I have been posted to another JC, NOT VJ! Why? Hahaha, cos i suck! Nvm about that. Different Jc so what? Haah.

Yeah, saw the fat man inside VJC General Office today! He is so chubby i almost wanted to squeeze his cheeky cheeks! Oh im getting crazy! I submitted a 1cm thick appeal to the office HAHAHA. Actually not 1cm la.. around.. 3mm and i mean it! Total of 17 pages :)

1st page is the form itself. 2nd and 3rd are sec3/4 results. 4th is PAE verification form. 5th is CCA records. 6Th is testimonial 7th onwards are all certs! yeah im damn talented ya know.. Hope they will accept! Or i go back and kick that fat man's butt keke.

Ouch gastric! Spent whole morning on this. Quite alot people appeal. ard 10 for science? is that alot? haha no idea! Im full of hope in everything! Im getting mad!

Wow another michelle branch song playing! Breathe and 'til i get over you are nice songs in terms of just the melody and stuffs, not the lyrics. But dido still rox!

Every 9 pts people get into vj and i 10 cant get in lol.. isnt that fun? Haha.

Last shoutout to all my frens! Good luck in your JCs/Polys ! Qw jia you ar! Yf good luck! Fman dont hobby too much (talking!) can liao! Yes i mentioned 3 names! Tonight headlines will be someone like this: Teen brutally murdered in Bedok Reservoir road. 3 friends suspected to be involved!

I'm back! Sorry i didnt blog past few days cos i was really busy.. i went to 2d chalet at 9th, slept whole day at 10th (cos didnt sleep whole nite at 9th), went out whole day at 11th, and so finally can blog today!

Ok so im going to talk about my 2d chalet. Let me tell u man, its the best chalet i have ever went =)).

When i arrived at the meeting place, i was actually quite surprised(dunno why) to see my old classmates again. haha.. Ok.. they bought some vodka(i didnt touch them whole trip :D) then we get to our chalet at Nethervadon (Aloeha Changi) by shuttle service.

Once we arrived at 2pm, we found out that actually check in time is 3.30pm T.T (Ms Anne Lee called Pangker at 1pm+) zzZzzzzzzzz... So... the 5 guys(including me.) played soccer while 2 girls zuo bo. Others went ntuc to buy stuffs (did not sit the shuttle with us). haha.. the soccer was kinda one sided.. with the side with 3 players winning everytime.

Ok skip all these. Then finally Ms Anne Lee and her family members together with the others who went to ntuc arrived and we finally get to get into the chalet! WA.. at 1st we look from the outside thought that the chalet sux cos it is one block of terrace. but when we went in... its damn big. There are 2 storeys, upper storey got 2 rooms(big) one for girls one for guys, got a bathroom and a toilet. Lower storey got a living room, one xtra room, and one kitchen and toilet.

So after we unpacked everything, we started to play games. 1st was captain's ball.. haha. quite fun. Then was water bomb. i couldnt play cos didnt bring clothes. so i went to chui air con at guys room, on radio and lie on bed HAhahaha :PP They play the water bomb till like siao. even throw inside the house, making the whole place wet.

After play finish time to dry the floor. i came down and helped out.. i good rite? haha. Then there was steamboat dinner!! (gotta pay xtra 2 bucks, from the original 8.) the food quite nice, i ate quite alot also. haha.. after dinner, there is one guy, (think not good to say out name), stuck with matters of religion. sigh~~. i nth to do so listen. then later things went on till me, him, and a girl and guy christian were in a room talking about christianity Oh my.... i just listened.

For those who didnt know.. im a freethinker from a buddhist family(not so devoted though). always had qns about life rite :) So im completely neutral. There are points where i want to voice out my opinions but haix.. just listen is better. then came funny part. chao yu came into the room and oops! haha.. then he went down again. later when he returned, he came back with Ms Lee LOl..... T.T..... then some other christian guys also came in.. they were like.. a group.. attacking that guy lol. ok.. then chao yu went down again. lol. this time brought some freethinker and buddhist to support that guy. haha damn funny.. while i lie on the other bed, relax. lol.. interesting to listen such things.

After that finally concluded, it was time for mahjong LOl.. ok i bluffed them i dunno how to play at 1st. but they later que alot people then i finally play. haha keep winning :) dont play money though. i dont like gamble, alcohol, smoking or wadever vices. think that they are waste of time and money just to harm ourselves. haha.. so we played from 11am to 4am. ate some tidbits and cup noodles in intervals. then.. it was decided by the guys to visit OCH.. lol. OCH's gate is just 100m away from our chalet lor. from our door can see the building le. We wanted to go in but lol... no one actually brought a torch. haha. in the end we didnt even reach the steps b4 the gates then we turned back le. cos it was really really dark. we could barely see the steps 50m away.

So the 8 of us decide to go Changi village to see transvestites hahaha.. :) ok we were really bo liao. but it was my 1st time doing these 2 trips. ok.. they are really disgusting. some are in groups while some solo. When they walk they sway their hips till v kua zhang lor... then when everytime a car drive pass they would use their hands to shuai their hair Lol... like the Pantene ads haha! Then got one in red saw us and started swaying towards us. Opps~. we turned and walk quickly back haha. After 15 m we gradually stopped again and she did not follow liao. Zheng Hao asked if he go to her and tan jia qian will everyone pay 1 bucks lol.. quite cheapo actually. but we all know how carzy zheng hao is.. me and heng yi refuse to dare him haha. however in the end he also nvr go.. haha u nvr know wad may happen. Maybe that transvest will just grab the .... haha and molest then too bad liao. so we went back. then some girls were outside the chalet and then we decide to go changi beach to wait for sunrise. the sky at 1st dont have stars... but later got alot. it was about 4++ then. i know sunrise about 5.30.. but heng yi say he came here so many times also cannot see sunrise de. the sky will just brighten and thats it. so i went back to try to sleep. ok i tried to. but once back i ate peanute butter bread :p

Then i slept LOL. from 6 to 6.30? lol.. then was damn bright. and becos b4 that some girls and boys were playing mahjong at the boys room..i slept at the living room. on the sofa hahaha. actually more comfy than the bed. the 2 beds was occupied le so couldnt sleep on them. haha actually sleep at living room quite malu la.. but heck lol. morning we had some noodles, bread and leftovers from yesterday.i shld have cooked cup noodles again haix. but the tasteless noodles not finish yet. so dont waste food. after that about 8+ i and heng yi went home b4 the rest.

When i reach home.. first thing i do is BATHE. haha. then i played comp lol. till about 1pm then finally too tired. weather cool that day also. so slept till 10pm haha. so 10pm ate dinner. =) then watch san guo haha. then play games. then 1am sleep again. zZzzZ

So thats all about the 2d chalet. haha. guess its the best chalet i went so far. i felt so close to my ex-classmates. but we had to leave... 2 years ago we left, separated into classes. but still in same school. this year, separate school.. sigh.. haha one thing wang zi couldnt stay overnite. at 1st he want to come for 1st day nia.. but Lol.... he got lost haha.. cos he *ahem* with *ahem*.. couldnt make it at meeting place in time haha.. missed the shuttle bus at 1.30pm. had to sit the next at 3.30pm. haha lost! lol

See you again.

Warning, there is a virus in your computer.

Nope. Not yours. But mine. I'm running a full thorough system scan now.. so took the time to blog. Virus are the most stupid programs ever made. They practically has no use to the maker nor the victims (or users). They are just stupid scripts made by stupid programmers who wish to flaunt their programming skills to the world. They have the guts to name the virus and admit that it was done by him so that he would be regconised by the world, and gaining respect from other programming freaks.

Yup, i would be a programming freak next time. Maybe i will work on the anti-virus side =). Kill kill kill. Die die die!

Nights are getting colder.. and stars getting fewer. You get the idea..? Ok, anyway this coming thursday will be my 2D chalet yeah! Long time since last gathering.. But come to think of it... i didnt really make any effort to know more about my classmates last time =x This thursday will be fun i guess.

Some may ask why my blog entry getting shorter week by week.. well thats because there is really nothing to write sometimes! Some things cannot be written also!

You always put me in a bad position to do anything.

I went to bedok princess(cheap!) with some of my frens and watched After the Sunset. The show is quite funny at times but besides that nothing worth remembering.. i would give it a 3/5.

Haix.. suddenly miss my classroom... my classmates.. my frens.. recess.. lessons.. teachers.. canteen food!! Although jc food will be much better but i still miss our school's Chinese Cuisine(haha), Chicken Delight, and also the Kopitiam. The uncles and aunties stall holders are so friendly.. always smiling.. sometimes they even crack jokes! Some of them even complain about Mr WAng haha. Oh yes.. couldn't forget about Mrs Mary Chan =). Now then i realise my sec 1 teachers all leave school le.. except for ANNE LEE LOL. Sec 2 teachers that are still teaching are.. Mr adrian.. mrs NC koh... hmm.. who taught us maths? Mdm tham? Lol. Erm not. thats sec 3 =x

I guess school is the best place to find good friends. Later when all of us are working.. we are too busy to make friends. There won't be many colleages in a company, at least those who will have close and constant contact with you. In school, u get to see the same people for many years.. during the time where you got lots of time to play with each other.. talk.. know each other.. observe.. plan.. instigate.. ambush.. kill... oops (=

Wonder how jc life will be like. Tutorials dont sound fun.. Lecture = lecture lol.. dont need much imagination.. Will i find good frens there? haix..

Waitin wait wait and waiting! 14 days to posting results!

I'll set an example. Proving starts now.

Forgot to blog yesterday cos of sg idol... haha taufik won. These few days been at home... i want to go out. But everyone now is night play day sleep. zzz.................

Actually nothing much happened la.. At home only play. But nth to play le.. [.................................................... waste space ...............................................................]

Ok. here's a very cold cartoon. Don't see if u cant take coldness!

Part 2:

Now I'm going on to the great. Sometimes, somewhere, u will find someone who is just able to be the centre of attraction and of course, influence and affect people. One example is Hitler. Just when the Germans were having a hard life after Germany's economy collapsed, Hitler is able to stand out among all others and meanwhile using his moving and passionate speeches to bring them together. ok shant go into history... Look around you again... is there such a person? Definitely there will be one. unless you are one :)

These people are born leaders, their body gesture and speech captivates people's heart. Thus resulting in his sphere of influence. There are good and bad to this. The bad is clearly shown with Hitler as an example. Once he got control over his people, he used them to carry out sinful acts such as eliminating the Jews [oops history again =/].

On the other hand, on the good side, there comes our local guy Q*** W**. Hahaha... You cant find any other man more honest than him :). Too bad he is not up for grabs anymore hahaha =)) When such a person with such clean thoughts and kind character, even when you are plotting to do something bad, his face will suddenly appear in front of you... "Do not do that.. that's bad...".... "Do not do that.. that's bad..."... "Do not do that.. that's bad..."

Ok anyway my idea is to say that u will feel v guilty about it. Maybe one of human's natural characteristic is to stick to the crowd. Or shall i say Unity?

Haix... really getting sian until i talk about so much craps... Grad nite Grad nite Grad nite Grad nite.... i don't have go haix... =(

Here's a lame joke. What is short, round, fat and follow my every word in this sentence?

Haha tmr maybe i add some pics into my posts else too dull!

4 o'clock in the morning... my mind is filled with a thousands thoughts of you ----LeAnn Rimes ft. Ronan keating - Last thing on my mind

Life.

Have you ever wonder whether human affects his/her surroundings or the surroundings affect human? I would say both. A great person would affect his/her surroundings positively, while a person with weak mind would be affected by his/her surroundings.

Let's begin with the weak. How many times have a group of people asked you to go somewhere you dont like but you have so called 'no choice' but to go? There is no such thing as no choice in my opinion. There is only good choice and bad choice. How good it is or how bad it is depends of your thinking. If you think it is important to check out new trends or stick with your best frens then u would think going with them is a good choice. If you think there is no point in doing something you don't wish to do you will think going home alone a good choice. That, of course, depends on your level of 'maturity'.

Sometimes i wonder whether there is such thing as maturity. Ignorance is Bliss. Think back.. when u were in primary 2 do you recall any day you would regard as a sad day? What is maturity? The longman dictionary gave a v stupid answer. "the quality of behaving in a sensible way like an adult" . ARE ADULTS ALWAYS SENSIBLE? Hahaha.. Nowadays you even see lao ah mas dye hair to red/gold. Is there a need for it? Once again it voices down to what your thinking is. But since the dictionary has already defined it that way, the lao ah mas should have quite a high level of maturity already! They are adults for more than half a century u know!? Does that mean what they do is always correct? Have you ever encountered situations where you think what your parents/adults are doing what you think is wrong and when u voice out your opinion/protest they would shut you up with the same phrase "Da ren de shi xiao hai zi bu yao guan"?

The definition also shows that the word is invented in a very adult-biased way, almost made to give adults excuses to control kids(I think invented by americans :/, their kids v naughty from what i see on shows). How many times have you requested your puny little freedom such as not going to a relative's house party but again was shut up by "You are still a child, i will decide for you until you mature/grows up". [joke insert: Maybe that is the day where either they are both dead or paralysed =x)

So for some intellects, you will come and ask me whether i think that what i am doing now is useful? Hahaha... I would say useful to myself in gathering thoughts that is always spiraling round my brain and disapear like a caesium atom in the atmosphere. Of course i hope can make more people think deeper next time and do more sensible things. Wait a minute.. What's sensible?? Hahaha... you decide.

Goodbye for now :)

Sorry for the moment of impulse last post. Still think im useless though...

Till now and forever.

If only i could turn back time...

There may be a mistaken identity. All the while i only like you. Sent an email, think you never saw. Silence is easy, but don't you know it hurts? If only there was more time... if only i was more daring... if only you hadn't kept quiet... i wouldn't be here talking. No one knows what you are thinking. I'm thinking i'm inferior. No guts, unfunny, whatever. But nothing beats the fact that i do like you. I had always thought u feel the same way, until recently you have been cold. Change of heart? Just tell me and it will end our agony. Though its like stabbing a knife into me, but i will die with a smile, thinking of only you. If not... tell me what you are feeling right now. I really need it.

This isn't really meant for you to see, guess when u see it u wont believe is u either. But i'm just telling what i feel right now. Till now and forever.

"aiya i oso dunno wad 2 sae la, but u onli live once, sumtimes if u misse chance le nxt time u find it harder 2 find back wad u realli wanted then u will alwayz tink abt it n regret 4 life"
Found it exceptionally true. Thanks my fren for that quote.

I will remember everything u said.

and will be waiting...

If only...


hai ke ku, shi ke lan, ci qing yong bu yu.

"aiya i oso dunno wad 2 sae la, but u onli live once, sumtimes if u misse chance le nxt time u find it harder 2 find back wad u realli wanted then u will alwayz tink abt it n regret 4 life" -- Someone from my cca ( dont dare say his name, heard he threatened qingwei with trojans b4 lol).

Sec 4: It's friday 1pm at ahs. i will pack my bag and head straight to the canteen while the uniform grps stock up the toilets. there, as always, i will see my beloved [that guy who calls me ***]. after lunch, we will proceed to 2J meeting place. Since we are sec 4 we held all leader posts. That guy is the president and he enjoys been one as he constantly have the chance to be ENLIGHTENED by Ms Chan. There are 3 frens in sec4 im especially close to and they are my left faction best frens. in the 4 years we had always sticked together, even though we were in seperate groups. Now cca is over and we have not yet got our farewell !!!!!!!! FAREWELL PLS!! zz.... However, we still talk to each other at nite over msn :) to discuss about personal stuffs and also computer stuffs.

Sec3: Well, for me, its the 1st time i held such a high leadership post. i am the micromouse grp leader haix........ which is nothing to be proud of. Well, till now only me in ahs know Micromouse well enough to do well in local intersch competitions. I tried teaching... but such things requires interest. Speaking of interest, my 3 frens and i were the most enthu people in the cca :D. we went to every courses that will be helpful to us and took part in every competition. [that guy] did well in governing(tyranny- kidding!) the cca but he dont believe so haha.

Sec2: lol. this was the golden era where each of us really go into wad our groups are focused at, hence resulting in our posts in sec 3/4 (haix.. shld have slacked...) Actually we learnt more than our scope and even went to the 2 week ngee ann poly camp. Haha bad times man... the camp was hell! We wanted to learn c programming but turn out there was only 2 lessons for that and the rest of the days are learning V=IR, electronic engineering, soldering, calculate current in parallel circuits, etching and all that technical stuff T.T.. This explains my godly-ness in physics HAHAHA :) But when it comes to sat, we are suppose to play games.. i hate that game called pokey sticks.............................. its a game we have to pass the stick to the next person in the group and biting off a portion b4 passing on. Yeah, a nice chance to kiss but... im definitely morally upright :D. i will save my virgin kiss lol!. someone asked my name but i v guai just at there quiet quiet. even now im likdat haha!

Sec1: I was the 1st to make a calculator out of pure programming language that time hahaha. everyone just copied me lol. i was deemed "tian cai" by my cca frens but i dont really think i am.. im so stupid haix. Anyway, so because of my results my senior koped me into his group, though i nvr put that grp into my choices when choosing grps. If he nvr kope me i would be in multimedia now together with my 2 frens #!@#!

Dunno why when put into words cannot show the really tight bond between us haix... but these experiences are definitely worth the mention!

As for that quote my fren gave me, i will see wad i can do haha... later.

Very sian.. tmr i will surely go jogging.. when was the last time i exercise?? hmm i think last year... i must pia back my speed and stamina so that next year sports meet i can win something haha :p

I believe in eternity and a single love.

Woke up really really early today (8am). Well weather is not bad but its only 9.30 now and its so sunny! how to sleep?? wish there is no rain later.

Aiya.... forgot wad to say again. Hmmm.... ok. Everyone has their own problems, big or small, easy or hard to solve. sadly, I have quite alot. some people feel v stressed when they meet problems or when they are tackling them. i just treat them like rubbish and throw them in the trashbin. Sound like a escapist? Defintely not. In fact, most problems are man-made, for example -- "What to wear for prom nite??? omg tmr prom leh how how how?" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Another example -- "I scared i will not cope in JC leh how??" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Next example -- "I need to go toilet now!! but i read ur blog halfway leh howhow??" Yes, no tricks here. So u get it? I think that the main objective in life is to be happy.. People can be happy in many ways, not necessarily the rich are always happy and the poor always sad. Sometimes when u pursue something in life it does not necessarily make u happy next time. Ok.. im getting serious OOP, let me try link back... ok. so wad if u dont go prom? u can go watch a movie or comedy and luff ur heads out, u will still be happy. jc dont mean anything except promisng a better income( as i said rich doesnt mean happy). Does it sound escapist anymore? (actually still Yes LOL, paiseh this paragraph is talking cock :D, always remember read instructions b4 doing the qns! hahaHAHAHA)

Haha next year will be so different. It will be like sec1 that time. i remember 1st day was lol.. weird. whole class dunno wad to do haha. no one know each other. except some who were from the same pri school. next year there will be no more wang zi haha haix... guess the best jokes were shared with him haha. this 2 years, esp this year, is the most memorable year in my 4 yrs of ahs schooling(maybe becos i got poor memory haha). Wang Zi and me were same class for 4 years hahaha. didnt joke when we were sec1/2. im guai kia remember? kidding.. was piaing soccer at sec 2 and doing nth at sec 1. v often our jokes get out of hand and sometimes it was really funny. Guess i will miss these times most.

Next im going to say something about cca. i will do it in my nite blog later.. see ya for now~ haha.

Remember! Always smile no matter what. Your smile can brighten up someone's day and in turn another person's! Goodgame goodluck and have fun!

Ok. Actually blogging ain't bad at all. I nvr did any personal diary nor journal as i found it time-comsuming and useless. Now i find my blog an emotional outlet :) Blogging is fun! Later on in few years time when u flip thru the archives u will find that actually u have did quite alot of things.. and u will not feel that ur life has been wasted.

Today, my uncle told me something. He said, "Now at your age its time for you to study, when u are the same age as me, u wouldnt have the energy to do that." Hmm, though i have heard that from other sources many times, but i dunno why it suddenly meant so true. I've always thought that was just an excuse given by parents to let their children know what they are suffering now is worth it[to gag their complains]. But now i think o lvl is over and i cant do much about it. It's interesting to see people have many different viewpoints about life. Some take them carelessly and decide to see as the times goes. Some think they should accomplish something big in life, then they can call their life complete. Some just wanna try as much things as possible b4 their life ends. Me, i dunno. Not that im undecisive. Just couldn't find some answers about life.

Rain in the afternoon haiz.... This shows that unexpectable things could just happen suddenly in life. Started out well in the morning. Congrats to those who enjoyed his/her day, best wishes to those that had a bad day.

Im definite not some crazy guy who talks to the computer whole day and think about such things! I have a life too. Weird.. i remember that i have lots to say yesterday... now i forgot.. hmm.. Old liao. ok sign out for now.

I wonder how many people feel lost like i am now.. O level is over and out of sudden there is no target in life. Maybe many others have already mapped out their whole life journey. But someone said we can never be sure about our future. You may just die due to excess bleeding while u are reading this post when u accidentally bite your tongue (kidding haha).

Wanted to go sitex with some frens today.. but already have a appointment with aunt. Later in the afternoon i may be going to my fren's house together with others for soccer/games. Hmm... no new games to play.. if anyone know any 'P' shops pls kindly let me noe!

Weather is good today.. just woke up. Before that was like so cool that the air from the fan was as if from aircon haha. Wish everyday is the same :) Ok time to have breadfast.

I stopped my entry there but found it so short. I suddenly thought of something to type also... Watched the shutter few days ago. Found it quite a cliche. Storyline is the typical revenge type where everyone in the group will die one by one. There is only one part where it was quite scary.. the part where they was examining the photo and the ghost suddenly turned her head towards us with v loud sound effects zzzzz... Qw dont call me *** pls..... IM NOT AHHHHH IM NOT!!!!!!!

Noticed the stupid time? I forgot to change to time settings... im a stupid noob T.T [fixed haha]

The Genesis

Look familiar? No, this is definitely not Qing Wei's blog. Well, why do i start a blog? No idea. PEharps because this long holiday is getting too boring. I've got nothing to do. Typing will be fun i guess. The................

So.. here is my blog! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's WORKING. YEAH. I would like to thank qing wei for giving me the motivation to blog. My parents for showing their utmost support(eh...). And of cos everyone who is and will be reading my blog! haha yes YOU. (My computer whispers, "Stop laming! They are leaving!")

*Cough cough* Hmm.. so ok. today is a fine and cool day. did my PAE registration and im so happy over nothing, though im feeling sad within. So today is the day! May this blog live forever!

Ok.... now for the background music! (not for the faint hearted, actually i meant faint internet connection - 56k) This means i have to set up my own website again. This also means if my computer is dead there will be no music! Haha. maybe i will add new things now and then, depending on my mood and my ideas. looks like i have to make use of DNS again, sigh... my HDD was killed. have to redo everything now.. wish me luck!

I hate that guy who took http://wintersoul.blogspot.com IM SO ANGRY! ARGH.
I wanted to make mingwei.blogspot.com (haha to dope qingwei's) but haix.. again taken. So i decided to use this battle.net nick i had last time in Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne.