Life.

Have you ever wonder whether human affects his/her surroundings or the surroundings affect human? I would say both. A great person would affect his/her surroundings positively, while a person with weak mind would be affected by his/her surroundings.

Let's begin with the weak. How many times have a group of people asked you to go somewhere you dont like but you have so called 'no choice' but to go? There is no such thing as no choice in my opinion. There is only good choice and bad choice. How good it is or how bad it is depends of your thinking. If you think it is important to check out new trends or stick with your best frens then u would think going with them is a good choice. If you think there is no point in doing something you don't wish to do you will think going home alone a good choice. That, of course, depends on your level of 'maturity'.

Sometimes i wonder whether there is such thing as maturity. Ignorance is Bliss. Think back.. when u were in primary 2 do you recall any day you would regard as a sad day? What is maturity? The longman dictionary gave a v stupid answer. "the quality of behaving in a sensible way like an adult" . ARE ADULTS ALWAYS SENSIBLE? Hahaha.. Nowadays you even see lao ah mas dye hair to red/gold. Is there a need for it? Once again it voices down to what your thinking is. But since the dictionary has already defined it that way, the lao ah mas should have quite a high level of maturity already! They are adults for more than half a century u know!? Does that mean what they do is always correct? Have you ever encountered situations where you think what your parents/adults are doing what you think is wrong and when u voice out your opinion/protest they would shut you up with the same phrase "Da ren de shi xiao hai zi bu yao guan"?

The definition also shows that the word is invented in a very adult-biased way, almost made to give adults excuses to control kids(I think invented by americans :/, their kids v naughty from what i see on shows). How many times have you requested your puny little freedom such as not going to a relative's house party but again was shut up by "You are still a child, i will decide for you until you mature/grows up". [joke insert: Maybe that is the day where either they are both dead or paralysed =x)

So for some intellects, you will come and ask me whether i think that what i am doing now is useful? Hahaha... I would say useful to myself in gathering thoughts that is always spiraling round my brain and disapear like a caesium atom in the atmosphere. Of course i hope can make more people think deeper next time and do more sensible things. Wait a minute.. What's sensible?? Hahaha... you decide.

Goodbye for now :)

Sorry for the moment of impulse last post. Still think im useless though...