joke

haha i heard this from a chnl 8 show "Tian cai yu bai chi"

priest : hey my jacket here needs cleaning.. how long will it take?
laundry guy: 1 week.
priest : its only a jacket! wad is the shortest possible time for it to get cleaned?
laundry guy: 7 days.
priest: God only took 6 days to create the universe including humans! you need 7 days??
laundry guy: look. all clothes i have cleaned are sparkling good and dirtless.. while all men have flaws.

haha.. quite funny

jct results..

dun read on if u hate people talking about their results!


hahaha. my gp is 93rd percentile in the cohort leh..! got 892 people.. so it makes me 62nd in gp! lolz

then Maths was lousiest.. 82nd percentile. sux rite..

physics dunno cos my bloody result slip printed wrong.. got 2 computing results.. T.T

computing hor... dunno why sia.. i top ma.. but why only 94th percentile zz...... maybe 1 person is 6%.. so im the last 6 percentile haha

chemistry not bad... 87th percentile..

below is a summary..

Exam Marks Grade Percentile People who took the exam My Rank
GP 53.5 C5 93 892 62.4
Maths 68 B 82 835 150
Physics 75 A d u n n o y e t
Computing 84 A 94 18 1
Chemisty 67 B 87 701 91.1

judging from the results.. i think im the top 100 in school? haha yes! last time sec sch only 300+ people i dun even top 100.. now 892 i top 100 haha! that makes me top 10% of top 20% sch
ool yo! that means im top 5% of singapore this cohort! will i get edusave ar? long time no get.. sad..

and im top in class!

and my hao lian still hvn end yet..

the top physics in my class was a retainee.. so not invited for olympiad selection tests.. while me(3rd) and yu feng(2nd) (i lost to him unfortunately... sad..) were nominated by our teacher..

the qns were so bian tai.. and today result was posted.. i was selected yo! while yu feng was not.. they only selected 15.. so that put me into quite a prestigious position yo! and the names were shown in an announcement during lecture!

of course after geting all these results need to thank some people.. even though my result was still under my expectations.. because this is first time i started studying so hard and early... (<2 weeks).. I would like to thank her most importantly.. cos it was becos of my stinking results in o lvl that..... so i have become a study freak after that... then i wan to thank both my elder bro and smaller bro.. my smaller bro failed his maths, then my elder bro suaned me that i will also fail.. thats why i am so determined to get my studies right. (but in the end my maths still suck.. din get A sure tio suaned also..) .. and thank my frens for all the laughters and support.. both in games and studies :) and not forgetting teachers!

nice poem

The Colour of Hazel

The things he did and the words he said.
Its all over because of something he read.

Now forever I lost him because I lied.
I wanted to tell the truth and I tried.

I was afraid that I was just a fling.
Now I realize I could have been something.

Maybe we weren't for each other from the start.
All I'm really good for is a broken heart.

He ended it all with barely a goodbye.
We didn't last long, but still I cry.

The only thing left of him is a sad memory.
Those deep caring eyes, I will never again see.

Maybe someday we will again be together.
I hope that then it will last forever...

by Alana Demers

so happy today.

so happy today!

ah

for info, the previous post is a comment i quoted from the lyrics site.. im not that guy..

anyway.. i got 2nd highest for GP! lol 53.5 yo! 2nd highest in class! top is 58...

and i got unlimited internet finally!!

double blessing!

sorry media dudes! imma go dl songs via p2p woohoo! lolz. i'll support original when i have the money!

Look what you've done

by NoTimeForAgency on 12-03-2004 @ 04:47:01 AM

When I hear this song it makes me think of my girlfriend and the bad choices she makes or is going to make with her life that she tells me about even when she knows it is bad. I am not sure why, this song actually can make me cry sometimes....

hmm...
http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858489935

bu zhi bu jue

bu zhi bu jue 2 months passed le... haix.. maybe because it's exactly 2 months then today morning specially have a v weird feeling..

got back all my A lvl subjects jct papers le.. some results were higher than expected.. for example computing ba.. i got 42/50 then shocked dao.. highest in class worz. haha ;) chem was also higher than prelimanary expectations.. but fell below my 'hope'... i was hoping i get A for it.. but i got 67/100 t.t.... 3 marks to A haix.. Physics reached expectations.. i got 74.6/100.. so its an A.. MAths was the most disappointing one.. i got 68/100 walao.... again only 2 marks.. and freaking lotsa careless mistakes which cost me 10+ marks (not joking wor.. mixed up - and + signs.. 1 qns pak jiao din see "3" in front of "x"....) sad..

so its AABB.. i know its quite good.. but not good according to my expectations.. i could have gotten 4As if i was careful enough....... so promos! here i come! 4As woohooo..

GP will be returned either tmr or mon... that i will fail. haha.. fail jct with AABB!

haix.

exams finally over le.. as usual i fall ill after that. my gp is gonna fail.. but anyway, watched initial d today, quite a nice show but i look out for things people dun usually look out for in movies..

first is "我们要寻找自己的世界, 而赛车是你的世界." which means we must find our world(oops my english sux).. after watching this show i have the urge to find something that im gd at doing.. maybe running? i suck at gaming... sprinting is at least a thing that i have won first before.. i dun like studying so i wont go into that field... maybe driving cars? haha i scared i will die in an accident.... music?? like dun have yuan fen..

second is that the girl in the show ar.... its like she do those kind of things.. then still make people fall in love with her.... are many girls like that?? recently i watched another show called "Que Sheng" which means sparrow saint aka mahjong saint.. the girl of the main male lead also same... she is the ma zi of a triad boss then still make a nice guy fall in love with her and still go into a relationship with him... then when he found out... so sad. are girls so materialistic these days that they would sell their bodies to get money? are money that important? maybe one day i will end my life.. cos there is really nothing in this world worth looking at. (for info those who hvn watch.. that girl slept with an uncle?? for 2 weeks???? then still bluff jay chou she go holiday.. and before doing 'that' she still can think about wanting to be jay forever.....) its like... wtF?

maybe im too emotional ba.
next week results le.

time to get myself working!

This will be my last post b4 JCT.... Die liao chem i dunno how to do alot qns.. Physics will be ok ba.. i only need to memorise definitions.. Maths i just need to expose myself to more(or rather 'the') qns... Computing leh.. as long the qns come out from those taught before then shld be ok ba... i hope to get ABBC this time.. ^_^ A will be physics/computing.. B maths/computing/physics C for Chem(really hope so)!

Next term my dear physics teacher gonna leave le.. same for english, chem and maybe maths.... i think time to die le. DESERTED CLASS........

my left click spoil le.. sometimes can detect sometimes cant... maybe it signals the start of my revision ba..

i also found out something.. you gotta know things more than expected in order to force urself to memorise the things u need to know~ haha.. maybe this is how brain work for me ba..

1 week and 1 day left... wish me luck!

存在

你说著　我听著　像海浪打著　沙滩烧著
你的忧伤大于快乐　连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色

我听著　你说著　像刀子画的　隐隐痛著
就因为爱没有規則　所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在著　我一直存在著
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴著
爱会永远永远　你说的
离开我的时候　却没捨不得

我真的存在著　我一直存在著
不管是疯的气的我受著我紧紧手握著
傻傻的陪著守著证明你值得
但我会笑著因为一切都值得

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Imagine one day everyone will be on an island of short grass.. no machines.. no technologies.. no food.. At night, everyone will be lying down on the grassland.. looking up towards the sky. The lack of light amplifies the luminousity of stars. Bright dots will fill the sky like snow during winter.

Everyone will not be talking.. they'll be thinking.. reflecting.. what have they done in their life.. Who is truly their best of friends? Are those big smiles and warm hugs all but of convenience? Or are they truly heartfelt? Even ten years down the road they will still remember the very moment they consoled you.? Time will tell everything.. but too bad human do not have much time to spend, and to waste.

listening to simple plan - untitled

Reply to Qw

By the way, firefox users wont be able to see my tag and links... dunno whYy.

What if in the process of loving u hurt others? For eg u hurt another guy who was v deep in love in that girl?

Anyway our lives aren't too different from robots' and machines'. We are bounded by time, rules, limits and have our tasks to complete each day. People are so involved in studying they don't know why. For those learning science... You are only learning eqns and formulaes brought down by predecessors. Have you ever thought of why it works, or you are only interested to know the application and usefulness of it in a 12-mark structured qns?

Any person can become millionaires if you have sufficient intelligence rather than knowledge.. if that is your goal in life. Many often think money don't mean happiness but is a prerequisite to enjoying happiness. Yes, you can't live w/o money. But after much thought.. is living really fun? Everyday is just a routine. To some, even friendships and relationships are. They find friends, make friends, enjoy each others' company for months or even years.. then when circumstances forces them to be further(in distance or frequency of contact) from each other, they forget about them. Take the increase in divorce rates. Is marriage only a commitment? It's because people view them as an commitment then when they meet difficulties keeping them or have lost interest in keeping them they end up feeling that he/she should break free from this commitment.

This is probably a result of premature marriage. To me.. i view marriage is a recognition of mutual true love. You don't live to keep it.. If you truly love the lady you would naturally want to keep the marriage a "forever". And if the love is mutual, she would want the marrriage to last forever. If love is mutual, who cares about anything else? Unless love is not a final stage of happiness you are aiming for.. in life.

Anyway.. too young to talk about marriage =P Lolx. 5.35 am... no one online.. just... bored.. and sad...

Regrets devour me.

Love/Hate

i think love is proportional to hate. The more u love, the more you hate. Why is that so? For example.. u love peace. Naturally u will hate war. When u love ur parents, u will hate things that will try to break their relationships. Similarly, if you love money, u'll hate living in poverty.

Love is about having affection for something. And when u dont get 'something' u will feel sad, uneasy, bad or even angry. It's our natural response to hate those things that stop things from going the way u want. Eg. You love being a top scorer, u will hate people who are fighting the place with you. You will hate (exam) problems which you cant solve and will be v determined to solve them. You will hate negative influence from friends who tells you not to study. The greater your love for it, the higher the intensity of hate you will have.

Imagine a person who doesnt not love anything.. e.g. He doesnt love his parents. Bad guys kills his parents but he has no hate for them.

So which is better? To love and hate or to remain completely emotionless?

Just a thought.

%#@

I will never go to school for shits such as SPORTS CARNIVAL again. Cos there are idiots who cant find their team members who are suppose to play DODGEBALL with them and then come over to you and ask if u are free at 2.30pm. Well.. i had no activities at school today, as i had soft tennis yesterday(also a sports carnival day) so i have already planned a outing with my friends from other schools. So i said i wasn't free. Guess what? She said i have "bad attitude". It's like wtf? u calling me bad attitude while ur teammates don't even bother to come to school? Bad attitude is quarreling with girls. So i just heck everything. I'll never go to such lame craps again.

-BAD MOOD-

For future use.

I'm so sorry for ending this

You know how much I tried

Please don't still hate me

Now that I have died

I thought I was getting better

But my whole life went wrong

I couldn't take it anymore

I suppose I'm not that strong

I couldn't help the way I felt

It was always there so bad

Whatever I did to end it

I never stopped feeling sad

Everything just got too much

There was nothing left of my life

I didn't want to give in

But I suppose I lost the fight

No one should blame themselves

For this, my final state

You all did what you could

But I think it was too late

I've felt dead for longer

Then I've been alive

I pretended that I was okay

I'm sorry but I lied

I didn't want to hurt you

But that is what I've done

Try to understand

This is the only way I won

You'll go on without me

You're all strong enough

Don't give up like I did

If things get way too tough

I know I'm weak

A selfish child

I'm sorry that

I never smiled

It wasn't you

It was me

Maybe I should

Have let you see

But I didn't want to hurt you

Or want you to see how much I cried

The screaming and the anger

That I held inside

The blood, the tears

All the hate

the pills I took

that were my fate

Please try and understand

What I had to do

I'm so, so sorry

For hurting you

But I had to go

This is the end

I hope in time

The pain will mend

Please remember

To be strong

Even though

I have gone

Smile when you think of me

Please don't shed a tear

When you remember me

I'll always be so near

Please understand

The pain I felt

How nobody could save me

From myself

Now I'm going

To say goodbye

I can feel my eyes

Start to cry

I didn't want to hurt you

I'm sorry it ended this way

I know there's nothing else

Left for me to say

So many questions left unanswered

But this is what I have to do

I couldn't see myself

Ever coming through

The end is here

But I'll always stay

In your memories

Every day

Think of me

Now I'm gone

But please remember

To be strong.

Now I'm going

Leaveing here

Crying out

My final tear

But even though

I am gone away

In your hearts

I'll always stay

I love you all

Don't be sad

Think of all

The fun we had

Let go of me

And move on

Always remember

To be strong

I'm so sorry

For leaving you

I didn't know

What else to do

I'm sorry

For every tear

And that I'm

No longer here

My life is over now

But yours will carry on

Just remember

To be strong.

You don't even know that you are breaking my heart.

INTEGRITY = FAIL SPA?

HAHA today definite not the day for me.

Firstly, FORGOT TO BRING GOGGLES FOR SWIMMING! Then, ALMOST FAINTED WHILE SWIMMING.

Then i am destined to F*** that S*** AGAIN! I HAVE SCREWED UP MY A LVL SPA ASSESSMENTTTTTTTTTTTTT MY TITRATION VALUE WAS +- [] . () () cm FROM THE ANSWER! I'VE SCREWEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD GGGOOOOODBYEE A LVL CHEMISTRY 'A' BYEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

** F*** = Flop, S*** = Subj

IMmmmmmmmmmmmm Sccccrrrrrrreeeeeeeeewwwweddddd!!!
STUDYING NOT FOR MEEEE! QUIT SCH! AKHAHJAJHAsdkhj. kidding.

haha tj band got gold with honours! congrats...
time pass so fast sia..

Deleted posts HAHAHA. muahahaah! siaox.

Incompetent fools

Is this world becoming better? Are people getting more sensible?

I wonder why some people nowadays are damn fickle-minded. Why do these people's decisions get influenced by others so easily? Don't they have a mind of their own? Or is it they think that others can think better, thus leaving their decisions for others to make? Or is it following the trend is always right, while doing the things people seldom do are considered peculiar beings/aliens?

I do detest people who try to influence others. They think they are always right. If not, they are just finding more people to do the things he/she deep-down knows is wrong yet know when more people do those things, they become right. Right things on the other hand are considered as old-fashion. Sensible enough people who still mingles with this old fashion are considered 'out', 'extra' and more oftenly 'gay'.

People who try to influence others think others are stupid. They are trying to tell you that you cant think. "Hey there, let's go -blah blah-" simply means "Just go la.. u dont have the ability to decide for urself. let me decide wads good for u." Bear in mind that the first speech does not have a question mark at the end. A person who respects you and recognises u as a human would instead ask "Hey, do you want to go -blah blah-?"

Yes i admit i do attempt to influence people at times. I'm wrong. Yes and i would change.

Some of you i already give up. After listening to my bullshit u would just say "yeah im useless and i dont care" and would just continue to lead the same lives(people's lives, cos u aint got ur own). Well. this i got nothing to say. Cos i leave it to YOUrself to decide. Because i think you can think.

Maybe more such entries coming up... if i got the time... right now i got tonnesss of HWwwwww.
(maybe i will edit this entry next time.. cos it's like abit short, cant bring out what i want to say.)

18 April

hohoho check this out http://13apostles.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?t=27#341&sid=809fb322200db352ae57b9d11c222ac5

quite true for others.. while not exactly true for me.. =(

well i shall not say which qualities are not true for me.. i'll let u decide.. im an elm tree yippee!

PI TMR Omg hvn started! im dead.