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I'm so sorry for ending this

You know how much I tried

Please don't still hate me

Now that I have died

I thought I was getting better

But my whole life went wrong

I couldn't take it anymore

I suppose I'm not that strong

I couldn't help the way I felt

It was always there so bad

Whatever I did to end it

I never stopped feeling sad

Everything just got too much

There was nothing left of my life

I didn't want to give in

But I suppose I lost the fight

No one should blame themselves

For this, my final state

You all did what you could

But I think it was too late

I've felt dead for longer

Then I've been alive

I pretended that I was okay

I'm sorry but I lied

I didn't want to hurt you

But that is what I've done

Try to understand

This is the only way I won

You'll go on without me

You're all strong enough

Don't give up like I did

If things get way too tough

I know I'm weak

A selfish child

I'm sorry that

I never smiled

It wasn't you

It was me

Maybe I should

Have let you see

But I didn't want to hurt you

Or want you to see how much I cried

The screaming and the anger

That I held inside

The blood, the tears

All the hate

the pills I took

that were my fate

Please try and understand

What I had to do

I'm so, so sorry

For hurting you

But I had to go

This is the end

I hope in time

The pain will mend

Please remember

To be strong

Even though

I have gone

Smile when you think of me

Please don't shed a tear

When you remember me

I'll always be so near

Please understand

The pain I felt

How nobody could save me

From myself

Now I'm going

To say goodbye

I can feel my eyes

Start to cry

I didn't want to hurt you

I'm sorry it ended this way

I know there's nothing else

Left for me to say

So many questions left unanswered

But this is what I have to do

I couldn't see myself

Ever coming through

The end is here

But I'll always stay

In your memories

Every day

Think of me

Now I'm gone

But please remember

To be strong.

Now I'm going

Leaveing here

Crying out

My final tear

But even though

I am gone away

In your hearts

I'll always stay

I love you all

Don't be sad

Think of all

The fun we had

Let go of me

And move on

Always remember

To be strong

I'm so sorry

For leaving you

I didn't know

What else to do

I'm sorry

For every tear

And that I'm

No longer here

My life is over now

But yours will carry on

Just remember

To be strong.

You don't even know that you are breaking my heart.