haix.

exams finally over le.. as usual i fall ill after that. my gp is gonna fail.. but anyway, watched initial d today, quite a nice show but i look out for things people dun usually look out for in movies..

first is "我们要寻找自己的世界, 而赛车是你的世界." which means we must find our world(oops my english sux).. after watching this show i have the urge to find something that im gd at doing.. maybe running? i suck at gaming... sprinting is at least a thing that i have won first before.. i dun like studying so i wont go into that field... maybe driving cars? haha i scared i will die in an accident.... music?? like dun have yuan fen..

second is that the girl in the show ar.... its like she do those kind of things.. then still make people fall in love with her.... are many girls like that?? recently i watched another show called "Que Sheng" which means sparrow saint aka mahjong saint.. the girl of the main male lead also same... she is the ma zi of a triad boss then still make a nice guy fall in love with her and still go into a relationship with him... then when he found out... so sad. are girls so materialistic these days that they would sell their bodies to get money? are money that important? maybe one day i will end my life.. cos there is really nothing in this world worth looking at. (for info those who hvn watch.. that girl slept with an uncle?? for 2 weeks???? then still bluff jay chou she go holiday.. and before doing 'that' she still can think about wanting to be jay forever.....) its like... wtF?

maybe im too emotional ba.
next week results le.