when i found out that avril (that is, avril lavigne the singer) married in 2006!
out of sudden, i felt incredibly sad? or was it some other feeling.
i know that she's canadian, and she is 4 years older than me
she is dam pretty, and she's got the attitude
she's cute and bratty, basically the best damned thing
and THERES NO WAY she will know me and anything will happen between us,
BUT im feeling kinda upset after hearing she's married.
WHY?
issit because its the same feeling as hearing that the girl you like so much got married to someone else but you?
i dont know.
her voice makes my heart tremble,
and my legs weak.
my tears escaped my eyes involuntarily
as i held my mp3 in my hand.
all because of her
sometimes i wonder why am i so emotional
it wasn't like this before
until i met her.
soemtimes i dont know whether im doing the correct things
to savage a situation
to take away the pain
to undo my mistakes
to repay for my misdoings
so much so that im so afraid.
i live in pain every moment.
wondering whether have i made a mistake somewhere
or have i forgotten to do anything.
sometimes i so hate myself.
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