Thursday, August 31, 2006

finally

finally the dreaded -pc compeition is over!
can finally concentrate on my studies!

what's good is that got win some prizes which look cheap at start

imation swivel pro 2 flash drive 2gb - $95 according to sg.hardwarezone.com
s3nnh3is3r mx 9o vc - ??

haix.. i wish they gave me a ip0d nano instead.. or at least an ip0d shuffle..

as u can see i encrpyt alot words.. i scared they track me!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

李圣杰 - 痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

Thursday, August 10, 2006

this is

This is what i posted on last year july, but its so good im gonna post it again..

The Colour of Hazel

The things he did and the words he said.
Its all over because of something he read.

Now forever I lost him because I lied.
I wanted to tell the truth and I tried.

I was afraid that I was just a fling.
Now I realize I could have been something.

Maybe we weren't for each other from the start.
All I'm really good for is a broken heart.

He ended it all with barely a goodbye.
We didn't last long, but still I cry.

The only thing left of him is a sad memory.
Those deep caring eyes, I will never again see.

Maybe someday we will again be together.
I hope that then it will last forever...

by Alana Demers

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Love not with

Love not with our tongues but our hearts.
Wait not for love to come today but everyday.
Prove forever not with time but enthusiasm.
Miss you not with months but seconds.

Monday, August 07, 2006

breaking logic 1.

this is start of a very long (i hope) logic decoding/breaking/analysis posts.

first up:

Do we live for someone who died for us, when we should've died in the first place?

Notice we should've died suggests that we have to die, but yet someone sabotaged our duty to do so. So is someone here doing justice? And why do we have to live for someone who messed up our fate and all the great plans, supposing toward the better (if not the best)?

While this sentences itself disguises itself as a rhetorical question, it actually contains some backstabbing (pessimistic view) / intrigueing (optimistic view) ideas.

This has nothing to do with the saviour thing.

Note: There is no error with the distinct word. (grins.. if you can read my mind)

Be prepared for the next series! Such posts are good for mind exercising and it keep brains working fine!

Friday, August 04, 2006

napfa

Sit-ups: 43 A
Standing-broad jump: 248 B
Sit and reach: 45 B
Chin-ups: 9 B
Shuttle run (4x10m): 9.0s A
2.4 km run: 10:41 B

Score = 26/30

Except for chin-ups which my top was 10 and shuttle run which i didnt break 9, the overall is satisfactory, and in fact the best result since sec 3. haha
finally overcome the pull-up nightmare.

after that was some cg basketball.
it shocks people how time files.
i cant believe i waited for you for 2 years already.


Thursday, August 03, 2006

WHY?

why did i fall in love with her in the first place?
why do i have to suffer like this?
after 2 years of wait.
after so many endless nights.

i have finally found out
she doesn't remember me.

so in love there will always have a fool,
clinging on to what is called the impossible.

i have imagined too much.
there were too much coincidence.
but now im finally awake.
i had fallen in love with someone who will never love me.

fuck this life.
fuck all these.

fuck myself.

i just need some love in this world.
heaven you dont have to fool me like this.
so im alone all along.
alone.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

The game of life.

I grow up and I'm suddenly eighteen,
and life ahead isn't what I would think.
Education, is it really such a big thing?
Certificates and degrees; sugar and cream?
But sugar and cream only make me fat.
When I'm working I would feel like crap.
Of how I didn't spend myself chasing crabs,
and spend more time in the park taking a nap.

Fame, glory, and power am I looking for that?
It's natural, oh so natural for that.
However, these may all be a trap.
Keeping my life off track.
What do you cherish most I'd ask?
Extra money and recognition may all seem a plus.
But when I lose my loves because of these tasks,
Is it all worth it I ask?

To be continued-

somewhere only we know