people whom i want to thank

albom mitch

andrew furmanczyk

currently, this list has only one name, but of course this is not all.

the names that im going to put in here are people who inspired or helped me deeply one way or another. (but sad to say i may somehow forget, so im doing this in case of that:))

things to do: in life

not done, somewhat done, done!

be in love with someone

travel around the world with her

- europe, japan, usa, canada(or somewhere cold)

marry her

start a family

tour with kids

watch the children grow up

be proud of them

retire happily

grow old with the one i love

rest in peace

:)

the black swan

suppose earth was destroyed and a few people managed to hop on to a space shuttle designed for sustainable life in space.

suppose if there are 1 bil bacteria(just a rough figure for simplicity sake) living in an enclosed space, and there is 1:1billion chance that a bacteria would mutate to be able to wipe off humankind easily. now can you realise the significance of such a black swan?

a low probability event that has an extremely heavy consequence.

when i uplorry

its been a very long time since i really blogged about myself and my life. haha. even if one day there is a possibility of me being famous, and have the luck to have a biographer, please please dear biographer, please do note that this blog is more of a target board for my rants and it does not truly reflect my true self! hahaha! cant believe im talking to my 'biographer' now.

but well, let today be an exception to the norm.

okay, on this nice cloudy day (to be considered chilly for this little island of singapore) i went bowling with my stats/chem frens. had quite alot of fun. and i finally get to know how to bowl by adding spin to the ball! u know those kind where e ball seems like dropping into e long kang but manages to spin back into e middle chioness!

haha but now my middle 2 fingers are hurting bad, because while experimenting, i hurt my hand during a time when e ball hit e ground early, with my fingers still inside e ball :'(.

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i cant believe that i had done really nothing tonight. :'( i wish to be more productive but i want to have fun as well. hmm this problem would be solved if i can find something that i like doing, that will at e same time contribute to my life?

that is something i may never be lucky enough to find in my lifetime!

alright off to sleep, or to perhaps to read some books i have bt'ed!