Friday, December 08, 2006

a box of 'y's

i wonder why,
everytime when i feel sad
and i want to blog about it
i just couldnt.

is it that my mind and my heart do not connect well
or is it that my command of language is insufficiently capable to convert heart code into a language of words.
i dont even dare to blog where u can see.
because im afraid i might say the wrong things.
im afraid that i say too much that all seem mundane.
basically, im scared of losing you - which i am.

there i go.. saying the wrong things again.
you was never mine?
how could i say that im losing you when i dont have you in the first place.

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