Maroon 5: This love

This love has taken its toll on me, she said goodbye too many times before..

and yes she is leaving again. Even though im not even sure that im that person you are referring to(yes, once again), you are again doing such things to me. How unfair.

Can't you love me like how you love that person. You don't need to care about anything. You would just wish to be with him. But when you said you love me, it's never the same. And that you always have to leave at the end.

Maybe I don't know how to love a woman. Maybe im not who you are looking for. Handsome linguistic man, equipped with latest fashion.

I really tried very very hard to give you everything. Every night since 2 years ago i have been thinking of you. I wonder how are you doing, I wonder when would you be a part of my life. All these looked so impossible as time passes.. as you start to forget me.

If there is no such thing as the law, and if i know that you have the slightest feeling for me, i would have ran to you. I would have grabbed you, never let you go. But once again i thought of your feelings. What if you dont like me at all? What if my these actions would only make things worse. So many what ifs. IF i was to be rational all these while, i would have listened to you, when you said you never loved me and all the while you treated me like a friend, when you asked me to look for a better girl..

All these while had made me realise that love is about you. And not me. If i had cared for myself, i think i would have given you up the day you said you love me never. I just want to be there when you need me. When the world turns against you, when you feel lost. When you just needed a person to lie on and cry.

Can't love be simpler? Can we stop complicating things now? I only wish to be by your side. I have once dreamt of us in the evergreen pastures, gazing stars at night, watching sunrises on the hilltop with you lying on my shoulder, flying kites in the day, and of course the sunsets.

But you are leaving now, never to return to me. Again. Who should i believe now? You who said you never loved me. Or you who said you missed me.. But everything's too late now. It doesnt matter anymore. You're leaving. I'm dying.