Saturday, February 18, 2006






终剧







末日之恋 - 张智成

剩下没多少时间
让我再唱一首歌给你
一过了今夜世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天
可以学会如何来爱你
在来不及以前渴望来得及

闭上眼睛忍住泪别哭泣
末日前夕请留在我怀里
看太阳暗去月光失明
我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临别害怕我爱你
末日前夕请留在我怀里
我在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱你


多想永远拥抱你
我感受到什么在剧烈颤抖
是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你
最后一次看着你



再一次拥有 - 龚诗嘉

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔
紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

time lag.

it's valentine's day today. im back to one year ago.

at the promised somewhere stands me. we could have been there together last year, and even this year.

i waited. waited for your shadow. be it if you were to pass by coincidently, i would be utmost contented. there i finished my food. thought of what we could be by now. thought of what we could be in the future. like a fantasing kid. but i dont want it to be a fantasy. i want it to be real. but time crept slowly, together with my hope.

a wasted trip people might say. but i think it was a rewarding trip. i was able to seclude myself from my daily work, and friends. spending the important 1 hour, hoping for a miracle. i asked you out a year ago, but ended up rejected. this year i didnt ask you out, and i waited for you there. isnt it funny?

a few more days before my last attempt and my life hinges on it.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Coldplay - Clocks

Lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
You've put me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead (singing)
Come out of things unsaid, shoot an apple of my head (and a)
Trouble that can't be named, tigers waiting to be tamed (singing)
You are, you are

Confusion never stops, closing walls and ticking clocks (gonna)
Come back and take you home, I could not stop, that you now know (singing)
Come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities (am I)
A part of the cure, or am I part of the disease (singing)

You are [6x]
And nothing else compares
Oh no nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are [continues in background]
Home, home, where I wanted to go [4x]

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

back.

old songs are playing back,
together with those sad memories.
once again my heart shatters, amidst the already broken red shards.
heart, once hardened becomes more brittle than before.

will i ever get over this crisis?
i never believed that you dont love me.
and i am going to ask you again.
will i have the truth slapped in my face again?
that horrible truth that may most probably
end my miserable life.

why would i die because of a woman?
because i am me..

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Been long.

I miss you alot.
Most of the time I would uncontrollably mouth your name.
Your name it has not found a place in my voice.
I'm too scared. You denied me so many times.

Perhaps I'm born to be strong, but you cant doubt the pain I'm undergoing.
Sometimes I wonder why do i still cling on to you,
like a irritating pest. Maybe my love for you is too deep.
Too too deep. For my own good. It's like my purpose in life is to
make a happier you. Sometimes I think I can be happy just by seeing you happy.
But now I'm confused. Cos my life is so meaningless without you in my sight,
in my life, without me in your sight, in your life.

When will you come back?

Maybe I'm asking for the impossible, like a unworthy scum trying to win the
heart of a angel.