This love..

as usual. everytime i open the blogger i would be momentarily stunned at this page,
i would forget what i would want to say.

i was hoping that my entry could be more natural this time. but then again, i wonder why is that so.

you had gone away. just like that. it's been like one and a half month already. maybe you have clean forgotten me. maybe im just like another tree by your road in life, so insignificant, so easily forgotten. every night is like a nightmare. and every time i thought of why things have to become this way, my heart would shatter like it was an glass vase fallen from the thousandth floor.

it's always me. it was as though i was the only one in love. until you told me so that that's the truth. disillusioned. even until when hope came. that you wasn't you.
all in that cyberspace web. but who should i trust this time? you? or you?

i've fallen in this paradox you've created.

sch is starting. will there be a chance where i will see you again? five seconds and i would be contented. but after all, would that matter? you would still be you in your would full of false and act, and me, dead as ever without you.