101st

anyway that was the 100th post.. so there's no centennial post for my blog's bdae which is 25th nov. haha.

i hate nights. everytime when being forced to sleep.. i had to lie on the bed where i cannot sleep. then i would think about alot things again.. i sometimes would blame my parents for asking to sleep early as "wasting my youth" or rather recently where i subconsciously knew there's no more youth left, "wasting my life away". It's like im not tired, why make me sleep? Or rather, make me lie on the bede thinking crap.

then, i would think that doing what in life would have the most meaning in life. because mapling 24 hours a day is crap although its fun sometimes. should i go find a girl of my dreams and ask her to roam the world with me and when we saw a very very nice place like a grassland beside a seashore(must be clean shore, no sharks, hahaha) then we would build a house (or rather find someone to build cos it will be more comfy.. imagine all hardwood then alot splinters haha. i would prefer ceremics then..) At night, she wont find gazing the stars with me a bore... then we have lots of kids..... but then again, where do i find food? if can find then where would i find the money? lol.. so its money matters again. dam sian. Then again, where would i find such a girl? even when i think i already have.. but i think she wont do such things with me la? right? (hopefully she will...)