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im starting to hate this blog more. cos everytime i blog i will blog something that most wont like. love, results, thoughts. who gives a fuck. and not forgeting posts filled with suicidal notions and just plain attitute dysfunction.

and there i got into physics olympiad (been there done that. u said it enough times already) but this time becos top 10 of 12 left in olympiad will then be chosen to represent. i got 80% for promos so i got 4th among the 12. 1st was some 93 marks 2nd 91 3rd 89 then hmm 4th = me? yeah and theres people who say "world is unfair" or "why are some people so hardworking and yet they dun get what they deserve while some fking idiots just keep getting gd results!??!" well for that. y not ask ur favourite idol. the jerusalem idol. the man whom you all live for. praise him! yea. he.. well i mean HE got his reasons. dun ask me! me small yo HE is BIG man. TEH DUDE to ask.

so dun look as if im at fault. im just telling the truth. and 3/4 people would say(though i think they werent meant to hurt any1) "well that's the diff btw stupid people and smart people" .. well theres 2 errors in that statement. first im not clever. (if i am i would already be inventing things now? than struggling with feasibility crap in the godlike subject called PW. yea its BIG too.). second, if you think you're stupid.. well.. apparently by most.. its quite stupid to say that, and quite clever to find out if u really are?

so what i get gd results w/o working hard? at least im not sleeping in lectures. who's to blame? me? i didnt wake you up during lectures and well try to tell you to break off with your bfs and gfs and just stfu and listen to lectures and lessons? i have been listening v closely to lessons since primary 1? sometimes i see teacher wtfing explaining the same thing over and over again. something quite obvious but due to ur choice of wanting to have a merrier time during lesson times( yea share jokes, sleep, gossip. wadever.) then you dun understand a shit?

call me a mugger or wadever. and yea i study behind your backs man. i dont play computer at home. and i lie about my performance wadever. i wont say what i dun feel. if its feeling of me gonna fail. it sure is. dun fuck and say "yea rite" or wadever. when i really fail, do i get sympathy? no 1 cares anyway.