Zap!

oh ya yesterday was so scary. there was a thunderstorm at my area, and the zap frequency was more than 5 times per second.. and as i said, the lightning killed my house power twice.

sigh. if there is no pw now, everything will be perfect.

but there is still pw.. unescapable fact. my pw is on the 10th. same as qingwei. quite scary to think pw is 10% of uni entry score.. but who cares? lol.

jc holidays are so long.. quite song.. and im playing maple again T.T lol..
tmr i'll be buying prepaid card.. (yea im a money waster..) because i like the pet in the game VVVV Much. lol. white bunny rock my world.. and im gonna name it.... =)

ok its late now.. i blog becos i dun wanna people come my site then see the olympiad shit. people may think im haolianing or wad lolx..

heres one joke to lighten up people's mood, a joke that i haven even start thinking of after this sentence..

here it goes: "What thing that we use everyday is the least welcomed?"



ans: "tissue (ti-shooo!!)" quite lame i know lolx.

Singapore Physics Olympiad. No?

so today is the day.. physics olympiad. quite hate to hear this two words as time goes. Anyway, today was fun lolx.. Firstly, NUS is not short of pretty girls haha. They're EVERYWHERE. Secondly, canteen is quite a fun place.. although the food a lil more exp compared to college's(roast chicken rice + veggie = $2.30). Then, before we went in, we sat at a bench outside the LT. Yes. Our theory paper is done in LT. At LT seats. Then the other olympiad students talked and met their friends.. I met Weiming.. pres of [ac]².. omg he is in NUS>?? and i saw him at medicine/computing block.. One person then said, "wow, almost half of the SIA scholars are here." i am like.. wtf?

Then we went in. haha... found out one very imbalanced shit. TJC had 4 by 3 seats (we had 10 students).. HCI had 3 by 9 seats (they had 26..). its like omg? imagine the highest of the 3 rows is Gold medals, then 2nd row is Silver, then last is Bronze LOL. ok nvm.. then i saw zhao ke i think.. or another scholar from ahs.. omg he was talking to a girl.. so jian..

When the guy said the paper is 4-hour long, the crowd went "huh??" (cos notice is 1-6pm). when he said there are 8 questions everyone say "WAAA" lol.. but the qns are shorter tts y.. well i managed to do 3(2 of which i think wrong..) and i tikamed 2 qns.. (by anyhow subbing equations to get marks..) so i really hope i wont get COP... (Certificate of Participation)

TPJC was quite funny.. one whole bunch left 30 mins after the exam started.. lol..(they were the last to enter too..) tj had its own share of leavers.. OMG LEAVERSS.. GO AWAY NOOBS. DONT PLAY DOTA. oopss haha.

after everything.. the torture comes.. when on the mrt on the longggggggg journey home.. there lives many scholars discussing the paper.. and when they said "is that ..... t to the power of 4?" then they said "YA!" "YEAH" while im at there "wtf...(my heart speaking)" WT*** they talking about?? haha. cant blame.. cos they are scholars. They are born to study.. lolx.

so that concludes my day.

Love.

bored.

ok today im gonna blog happy things.. i know i've been acting crazily over like.. 1 year? well that's wad love can do to a person.

ok.. so let me start off with a joke i thought of 5 secs b4 i typed this fullstop -> .
What is big, smelly.. has horns.. and love looking at white words on grass? =)

here's 2nd one.. what program would the cat make after it learnt its first programming language?



and here's the answers: 1) you 2) "hello kitty"
the 2nd answer i think only computing frens know.. programmers often make the "hello world" program in their first tutorial or somthing.. so cats = "hello kitty" lolx..


haha came back from bro's bday chalet le.. i earned a 5000% profit through gambling lolx.. i started with ten cents and won 5 dollars... yeah.. 2 days to physics olympiad theory paper le..

20/10/05

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need eternal life cause this life is bad enough.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need a god to tell me im pathetic.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need money cause they are not worth dying for.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need glamour cause i have bad looks.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need love cause i already have enough.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need hate cause i have enough hate for this world.

Does anyone know what are we living for?
No. i dont need answers because i dont think no one knows.

somehow the answers do not answer the question.
weird right? like affairs of heart.

hahaha.

hahaha. look funny doesnt it? sounds funny doesnt it? hahaha. NO! im just practising my hypocrisy. so that i can BLEND into this world.. to ensure my survival in this world.

yea and the word "i love you" means nothing. it only means "can i break your heart now??" and when u said "i love you too" you mean "yes im dumb and pls break my heart now."

shouldnt have loved? maybe its all my fault. i wish i can die now.

a girl

just watched tje taiwanese variety show "kang xi lai le".. featuring the recently v famous lin zhiling.. well she talked abt many things... then there was the part where they ask if she would like a guy who is poor.. she said OK. then ask if he is v fat. she thought for a sec and said OK. then when asked if the guy 24/7 watch tv. she said "as long as he holds my hand while watching it.." she also said she dun care wad he do as though he holds her hand.. omg..

i was quite surprised.. that such a girl exist. and her thoughts remain unchanged.. even though shes so pretty and so famous now.. she would do anything for love.. and is so cute!! if only there exist more of such girls who values love like that. she vould go hungry as long as shes with the man she love.

and my love is the same. i hope hers is too. (not lin zhiling)

..

im starting to hate this blog more. cos everytime i blog i will blog something that most wont like. love, results, thoughts. who gives a fuck. and not forgeting posts filled with suicidal notions and just plain attitute dysfunction.

and there i got into physics olympiad (been there done that. u said it enough times already) but this time becos top 10 of 12 left in olympiad will then be chosen to represent. i got 80% for promos so i got 4th among the 12. 1st was some 93 marks 2nd 91 3rd 89 then hmm 4th = me? yeah and theres people who say "world is unfair" or "why are some people so hardworking and yet they dun get what they deserve while some fking idiots just keep getting gd results!??!" well for that. y not ask ur favourite idol. the jerusalem idol. the man whom you all live for. praise him! yea. he.. well i mean HE got his reasons. dun ask me! me small yo HE is BIG man. TEH DUDE to ask.

so dun look as if im at fault. im just telling the truth. and 3/4 people would say(though i think they werent meant to hurt any1) "well that's the diff btw stupid people and smart people" .. well theres 2 errors in that statement. first im not clever. (if i am i would already be inventing things now? than struggling with feasibility crap in the godlike subject called PW. yea its BIG too.). second, if you think you're stupid.. well.. apparently by most.. its quite stupid to say that, and quite clever to find out if u really are?

so what i get gd results w/o working hard? at least im not sleeping in lectures. who's to blame? me? i didnt wake you up during lectures and well try to tell you to break off with your bfs and gfs and just stfu and listen to lectures and lessons? i have been listening v closely to lessons since primary 1? sometimes i see teacher wtfing explaining the same thing over and over again. something quite obvious but due to ur choice of wanting to have a merrier time during lesson times( yea share jokes, sleep, gossip. wadever.) then you dun understand a shit?

call me a mugger or wadever. and yea i study behind your backs man. i dont play computer at home. and i lie about my performance wadever. i wont say what i dun feel. if its feeling of me gonna fail. it sure is. dun fuck and say "yea rite" or wadever. when i really fail, do i get sympathy? no 1 cares anyway.