in this world its hard to find someone who understands you alot. maybe some loving parents who take the time to do it will understand you alot.. but unfortunately again.. mine dont even care about my feelings. my relationship with them are just monetary. not that i want it to be like that.. but they are like that. thats why when i grow up in future, i wan to create a heartwarming family..
money sucks. but no money sux more. humans live in this world for no bloody reason but all of them work for money. so nxt time what job do i want? some people prefers doing something they like. well.. i prefer a job that doesnt require much time and still earn alot money. i wonder what job is like that.. if any1 knows pls tell me.. so which uni course shld i take? hmm..
i have decided.. i wan my life to be a slack 1.. no more thoughts of inventing hovering cars with fusion cells or whats not.. i'll just slack at my studies.. (aim = 4As 2Ds must still be there though.. becos i got bad experience.. o lvls.. haix..) is enough.. olympiad bo chap...
right now im playing maplestory.. haix wad a waste of time.. promos here soon. eom due tmr.. sian..
you are irreplaceable..
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
random thoughts
really nothing to do now.. just finished physics spa today so decide to take a rest for the rest of the day(since when i didnt)
anyway.. since im blogging so i think i shld blog more useful stuff ba.. below are my some of my opinions that may serve as food for thoughts~ for some people.. if u disagree nvm! cos its just some opinions and random thoughts..
most of us usually compare ourselves with people around us or compare others with others or compare wad u did last time and now.. so comparation is unavoidable.. even some parents like to compare u btw siblings or relatives' children (like mine).. well i guess for 1 to be v successful.. if u wan to compare urself with something or someone.. always comapre urself with the best.
for eg. right now im in scg 1.6/0_5.. my class l1r5 entry score is 2nd lousiest but we blah blah blah.. (summary: my class is a average class, no foreign talents, no intensive muggers) .. and so i topped my class(i believe so..) this jct.. yeah i know i mention this qutie a few times but pls be understandable.. i first time get leh! for my whole life!
anyway back to topic.. i think if u compare me with my classmates(not saying their lousy..) and say im shen(god in chinese.. i know its a offence to some.. esp christians..) which my classmates are doing now.. its abit useless.. rather than encouragement or praising, u are making me hard for me to improve.. becos u have all made me feel that im the best already..
but the fact is there is alot... alot..... alottt....... allotttttt. more people smarter than me.. for example 1 guy in tj named Chong Yue (oops) is a chinese scholar and he had just won gold for singapore maths olympiad (SMO).. got A for discrete maths (i got D and i was already damn happy..) and he is selected for physics olympiad and he missed 3 lessons but he still looks as confident as ever.. its like.. wtf.. and i think he got chem olympiad somemore.. (inference in case u dont get it: he is trip sci and not Fmaths and he still won SMO gold wth..)
and there is the indian scholar in discrete maths who got A+ for it.. and teacher said he got the Ph.D calibre... wth...
maybe im getting jealous lolz.. sometimes i feel that if i cant be a best at something then its like life is wasted.. (not saying that you people not best at something then not fit to live.. pls english..)
its like.. people can do it. u arent any more disabled.. so u sure can do it too..
but im already discovering the limits of my capabilities in maths.. or rather discrete maths.. too much study has killed my innovative thinking.. i cant solve maths problems specially oftenly already. (specially oftenly already lolz..)
and i still haven tot of wad job i shld have for future.. will talk about this next blog
where are you..?
anyway.. since im blogging so i think i shld blog more useful stuff ba.. below are my some of my opinions that may serve as food for thoughts~ for some people.. if u disagree nvm! cos its just some opinions and random thoughts..
most of us usually compare ourselves with people around us or compare others with others or compare wad u did last time and now.. so comparation is unavoidable.. even some parents like to compare u btw siblings or relatives' children (like mine).. well i guess for 1 to be v successful.. if u wan to compare urself with something or someone.. always comapre urself with the best.
for eg. right now im in scg 1.6/0_5.. my class l1r5 entry score is 2nd lousiest but we blah blah blah.. (summary: my class is a average class, no foreign talents, no intensive muggers) .. and so i topped my class(i believe so..) this jct.. yeah i know i mention this qutie a few times but pls be understandable.. i first time get leh! for my whole life!
anyway back to topic.. i think if u compare me with my classmates(not saying their lousy..) and say im shen(god in chinese.. i know its a offence to some.. esp christians..) which my classmates are doing now.. its abit useless.. rather than encouragement or praising, u are making me hard for me to improve.. becos u have all made me feel that im the best already..
but the fact is there is alot... alot..... alottt....... allotttttt. more people smarter than me.. for example 1 guy in tj named Chong Yue (oops) is a chinese scholar and he had just won gold for singapore maths olympiad (SMO).. got A for discrete maths (i got D and i was already damn happy..) and he is selected for physics olympiad and he missed 3 lessons but he still looks as confident as ever.. its like.. wtf.. and i think he got chem olympiad somemore.. (inference in case u dont get it: he is trip sci and not Fmaths and he still won SMO gold wth..)
and there is the indian scholar in discrete maths who got A+ for it.. and teacher said he got the Ph.D calibre... wth...
maybe im getting jealous lolz.. sometimes i feel that if i cant be a best at something then its like life is wasted.. (not saying that you people not best at something then not fit to live.. pls english..)
its like.. people can do it. u arent any more disabled.. so u sure can do it too..
but im already discovering the limits of my capabilities in maths.. or rather discrete maths.. too much study has killed my innovative thinking.. i cant solve maths problems specially oftenly already. (specially oftenly already lolz..)
and i still haven tot of wad job i shld have for future.. will talk about this next blog
where are you..?
Monday, August 22, 2005
nice song.
quite a nice song.. maybe too blunt on the vulgarity part lolx
You're Beautiful - James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F__king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
You're Beautiful - James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F__king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
hows life
maths test today.. sure fail liao.. those i did i think ard passing mark nia..
failed essay.. 17/50.. first time i failed a gp essay.. and the teacher commented tell me read more to find out how things world in the world.. was like.... stunned when i saw that. but wads undeniable is that i have detached myself from the world since like hmm.. many years..
tmr is napha 2.4km.. i failed chin up last sat.. damn nth to say..
today finished my pw WR draft.. i am in charge of chapter 5.. which is conclusion.. then i finished writing my gp essay.. wad a day..
and this morn'.. i saw......
failed essay.. 17/50.. first time i failed a gp essay.. and the teacher commented tell me read more to find out how things world in the world.. was like.... stunned when i saw that. but wads undeniable is that i have detached myself from the world since like hmm.. many years..
tmr is napha 2.4km.. i failed chin up last sat.. damn nth to say..
today finished my pw WR draft.. i am in charge of chapter 5.. which is conclusion.. then i finished writing my gp essay.. wad a day..
and this morn'.. i saw......
Friday, August 12, 2005
long time no c
hi all my loyal blog supporters(maybe none) !! but hello blog! long time no see!
din really have time to xiang ni fa lao sao this half a month... anyway.. im dling game now so got the time to blog..
next tues is Micromouse competition ! come support me!! Great World City The Atrium!! 9 o clock! haha
haix.. so many xin shi but cannot say out.. haix....
yuan tian xia you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu.. =/
and why am i speaking so much mandarin haha.. and wad a short blog entry.. dinn tot of wad to write..
din really have time to xiang ni fa lao sao this half a month... anyway.. im dling game now so got the time to blog..
next tues is Micromouse competition ! come support me!! Great World City The Atrium!! 9 o clock! haha
haix.. so many xin shi but cannot say out.. haix....
yuan tian xia you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu.. =/
and why am i speaking so much mandarin haha.. and wad a short blog entry.. dinn tot of wad to write..
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