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By the way, firefox users wont be able to see my tag and links... dunno whYy.

What if in the process of loving u hurt others? For eg u hurt another guy who was v deep in love in that girl?

Anyway our lives aren't too different from robots' and machines'. We are bounded by time, rules, limits and have our tasks to complete each day. People are so involved in studying they don't know why. For those learning science... You are only learning eqns and formulaes brought down by predecessors. Have you ever thought of why it works, or you are only interested to know the application and usefulness of it in a 12-mark structured qns?

Any person can become millionaires if you have sufficient intelligence rather than knowledge.. if that is your goal in life. Many often think money don't mean happiness but is a prerequisite to enjoying happiness. Yes, you can't live w/o money. But after much thought.. is living really fun? Everyday is just a routine. To some, even friendships and relationships are. They find friends, make friends, enjoy each others' company for months or even years.. then when circumstances forces them to be further(in distance or frequency of contact) from each other, they forget about them. Take the increase in divorce rates. Is marriage only a commitment? It's because people view them as an commitment then when they meet difficulties keeping them or have lost interest in keeping them they end up feeling that he/she should break free from this commitment.

This is probably a result of premature marriage. To me.. i view marriage is a recognition of mutual true love. You don't live to keep it.. If you truly love the lady you would naturally want to keep the marriage a "forever". And if the love is mutual, she would want the marrriage to last forever. If love is mutual, who cares about anything else? Unless love is not a final stage of happiness you are aiming for.. in life.

Anyway.. too young to talk about marriage =P Lolx. 5.35 am... no one online.. just... bored.. and sad...

Regrets devour me.

Love/Hate

i think love is proportional to hate. The more u love, the more you hate. Why is that so? For example.. u love peace. Naturally u will hate war. When u love ur parents, u will hate things that will try to break their relationships. Similarly, if you love money, u'll hate living in poverty.

Love is about having affection for something. And when u dont get 'something' u will feel sad, uneasy, bad or even angry. It's our natural response to hate those things that stop things from going the way u want. Eg. You love being a top scorer, u will hate people who are fighting the place with you. You will hate (exam) problems which you cant solve and will be v determined to solve them. You will hate negative influence from friends who tells you not to study. The greater your love for it, the higher the intensity of hate you will have.

Imagine a person who doesnt not love anything.. e.g. He doesnt love his parents. Bad guys kills his parents but he has no hate for them.

So which is better? To love and hate or to remain completely emotionless?

Just a thought.

%#@

I will never go to school for shits such as SPORTS CARNIVAL again. Cos there are idiots who cant find their team members who are suppose to play DODGEBALL with them and then come over to you and ask if u are free at 2.30pm. Well.. i had no activities at school today, as i had soft tennis yesterday(also a sports carnival day) so i have already planned a outing with my friends from other schools. So i said i wasn't free. Guess what? She said i have "bad attitude". It's like wtf? u calling me bad attitude while ur teammates don't even bother to come to school? Bad attitude is quarreling with girls. So i just heck everything. I'll never go to such lame craps again.

-BAD MOOD-

For future use.

I'm so sorry for ending this

You know how much I tried

Please don't still hate me

Now that I have died

I thought I was getting better

But my whole life went wrong

I couldn't take it anymore

I suppose I'm not that strong

I couldn't help the way I felt

It was always there so bad

Whatever I did to end it

I never stopped feeling sad

Everything just got too much

There was nothing left of my life

I didn't want to give in

But I suppose I lost the fight

No one should blame themselves

For this, my final state

You all did what you could

But I think it was too late

I've felt dead for longer

Then I've been alive

I pretended that I was okay

I'm sorry but I lied

I didn't want to hurt you

But that is what I've done

Try to understand

This is the only way I won

You'll go on without me

You're all strong enough

Don't give up like I did

If things get way too tough

I know I'm weak

A selfish child

I'm sorry that

I never smiled

It wasn't you

It was me

Maybe I should

Have let you see

But I didn't want to hurt you

Or want you to see how much I cried

The screaming and the anger

That I held inside

The blood, the tears

All the hate

the pills I took

that were my fate

Please try and understand

What I had to do

I'm so, so sorry

For hurting you

But I had to go

This is the end

I hope in time

The pain will mend

Please remember

To be strong

Even though

I have gone

Smile when you think of me

Please don't shed a tear

When you remember me

I'll always be so near

Please understand

The pain I felt

How nobody could save me

From myself

Now I'm going

To say goodbye

I can feel my eyes

Start to cry

I didn't want to hurt you

I'm sorry it ended this way

I know there's nothing else

Left for me to say

So many questions left unanswered

But this is what I have to do

I couldn't see myself

Ever coming through

The end is here

But I'll always stay

In your memories

Every day

Think of me

Now I'm gone

But please remember

To be strong.

Now I'm going

Leaveing here

Crying out

My final tear

But even though

I am gone away

In your hearts

I'll always stay

I love you all

Don't be sad

Think of all

The fun we had

Let go of me

And move on

Always remember

To be strong

I'm so sorry

For leaving you

I didn't know

What else to do

I'm sorry

For every tear

And that I'm

No longer here

My life is over now

But yours will carry on

Just remember

To be strong.

You don't even know that you are breaking my heart.

INTEGRITY = FAIL SPA?

HAHA today definite not the day for me.

Firstly, FORGOT TO BRING GOGGLES FOR SWIMMING! Then, ALMOST FAINTED WHILE SWIMMING.

Then i am destined to F*** that S*** AGAIN! I HAVE SCREWED UP MY A LVL SPA ASSESSMENTTTTTTTTTTTTT MY TITRATION VALUE WAS +- [] . () () cm FROM THE ANSWER! I'VE SCREWEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD GGGOOOOODBYEE A LVL CHEMISTRY 'A' BYEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

** F*** = Flop, S*** = Subj

IMmmmmmmmmmmmm Sccccrrrrrrreeeeeeeeewwwweddddd!!!
STUDYING NOT FOR MEEEE! QUIT SCH! AKHAHJAJHAsdkhj. kidding.

haha tj band got gold with honours! congrats...
time pass so fast sia..

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