i listened to wai po and tears filled my eyes.. looking at the lyrics i would think that once we are old we will be so lonely.. no wonder studies shown that if the wife of an elderly guy dies before he does then the guy will die off soon also.. hmm.. maybe guys are weaker? or rather more emotional..?

Then i listened to seasons in the sun.. haix.. someone cheer me up pls. let me see this world have things other than sadness.

haix. 12.33pm and im waiting. silly. stupid.