Living..

la la la..

why? why do some people get haters posting at their tagboard? lolx..
sometime i feel bad fer them.. some deserve it some dont though.. but my tagboard is as quiet as my dog (cos i dont have one =x haha)

woohoo maybe i dont have much enemies haha.. my frens most dont do such things like tagging or blogging.. haaaha

sometimes i wonder why why why why why why. yes. why why why why why why why why why why..

for eg. why do humans exist? why (ans from 1st qns)? why (ans from 2nd qns)?

=) headache i know.....

haix. bored...... hwhwhw...........

sometimes i really feel if u are giving in too much u often will be either be taken advantaged of.. or taken for granted.

sian.

I'm not dead

Oh no.. Oh noo

Have u ever felt that everything is meaningless?
Have u ever felt so helpless?
Are u feeling so painful?
Are u feeling so sad?
Are u feeling so helpless?

Yes? Welcome to my life.






Nothing is real but true love.

Simplicity

All i want is simple. ( :) not quite actually) A simple life. Simple family. Simple job. Simple conversations :), that is - no beating around the bush. no guessing games. and lots of i love you's muahaha kidding.

But such simple things are v hard to obtain la. How to find someone who shares the same sentiments as u.. wants to spend whole of the person's life just with you.. lying on the greens looking at stars every night.. walk down the beach watching sunrise at dawn... (eek. dont quite like sand in singapore) play with u oftenly.. hug u tightly every hour.. hold your hands everytime.. think of u every moment.. So simple yet im so demanding! lol.

That's my only wish in this miserable life hee!

Thought for so long.. why do people slog so hard to get what PEOPLE want and not what they want? maybe u'll be happier simplier? hah. pity those people who work so hard and yet because of the 'luck' factor got some deadly diseases or something really went wrong and they end up w/o enjoying anything b4. i aint preaching or anything :)

i know la. i was so lucky to be born in this place. thats why can say "Dont work and be happy". People in Africa die everyday of starvation/civil war. but this is just wad i called LIFE la. nothing's fair. nothing. i can only pity them.

haix crap entry. dont listen to me man.

"Sometimes the easiest things we take for granted. Until they're gone, then realise we even had it." -- lyrics from N Dey Say by Nelly. no link but nvm..

signing out. beep-

Laughing Out Loud

Life has passed me by. waha!

So now i'll just live in my own small world.. awaiting for..who knows what will be coming. Be it bad things or good things. I will still be enjoying them. Cos im a loser.

So life is simple. u do the things u are not sure of for one whole life. on your death bed everything leaves you.. and all u will be doing is laugh out loud.
WAhahah

So here i am. Talking like a lunatic. Secluded from this world. Living in solitude. Desolation. =)

here in the BRAND NEW SANCTUARY! haha sorry the whole entry is just an advertisement

i listened to wai po and tears filled my eyes.. looking at the lyrics i would think that once we are old we will be so lonely.. no wonder studies shown that if the wife of an elderly guy dies before he does then the guy will die off soon also.. hmm.. maybe guys are weaker? or rather more emotional..?

Then i listened to seasons in the sun.. haix.. someone cheer me up pls. let me see this world have things other than sadness.

haix. 12.33pm and im waiting. silly. stupid.

How do I change?
If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.

j

saf

happy 10th birthday to yahoo. im so glad i had founded it(lol :x) 10 years ago. now everyone is using yahoo to search for what they need on the internet.. i should be proud of myself.

as for the so ordinary level that dont deserve to be so over-advertised. i got a so ordinary l1r5 that is so ordinary. my HIGHER CHINESE was SO ordinary that it became EXTRAordinary. i simply LOVE my result slip that i wouldn't bear to take it out from my bag to SHOW other people. to hell with that.

yesterday chatted with 2 of my frens and i talked about the stupid life of ours again. i dont think i will want to mention here. becos not everyone will agree what i say and i will in the end build a 'barrier' between me and those who dont agree with me.

so everyday goes on as usual. lots of thanks to those who wished me goodluck b4 the o lvls and taking of o lvl results.

the person in front of me is an idiot who keep lifting his optical mouse when using it.. projecting the red beam straight into my eyes. 5 minutes to civics class abd then i will be dismissed after that. yeah.