o lvl results coming... but my mind is full of wad may happen that day.. people screaming.. crying.. laughing.. and i guess i will be expressionless. Questions and questions keep flying thru my mind.. wad will she do? if she still have the sad sad face i really dunno wad to say..

Hesitation perharps. She and i alike, most likely to love and if lost nvr to love again. but she is worried. she doesnt trust guys.. and dont wanna be hurt. thats why she's hesitating.. How am i going to tell her i am going to love her forever and to take care of her all my life and how im i gonna tell her she is the only thing in the world that i cannot live w/o.. mushy eek. but its true.

looking at the state i am now.. i really dunno how to face her. haha. though people say love transcends all but i cannot take the risk.. but anyway i found something that can get back my skin colour. and my hair is in a deep shit. i compare with those good looking guys in my sch haix. i look like a smashed cabbage.

i wish everyone who is nervous about their o lvl results gd luck(doesnt include losers like those 6-pters in VJ and RJ and HC) and hope they will all get gd grades. go to their dream college and find happiness in this meaningless world. :p

My advice to everyone is to think far ahead.. dont waste time doing hw/tutorials, making the wrong friends.. taking the wrong phone calls.. participating in ccas.. Find wad is the meaning of life for your case and tell urself wad u will do seriously. for eg. "I WANT TO MAKE AS MUCH FRENS AS POSSIBLE IN THIS WORLD!" is quite a dumb meaning of life as true frens need as much fate as finding true love.

I have my best of best frens from AHS 4C/04 and [AC]² and i think they are all the frens i would ever need in this world :) mushy too haha.

=)