Saturday, February 26, 2005

Almost every sec 4 04 people blog i see is full of o lvl stuff.. looks like mon is really a big day.. wad i am disgusted is that TJ actually has lessons till 10.30 on that day and full time-table on tues while VJ has no sch on mon and celebration on tues??!?!? siao!

only a few jc have lessons on the each day on tues and mon, if not only a few lessons. haix dunno wad tj doing.. they teach damn fast. i think they planing to use dragon cohord to push their results sia.

monday monday monday coming out of mouths of everyone.. wad if there is no monday in the gregorian calender? lolx wad i talking about. =)

listening to "love is blue" by paul mauriat. nice song sia. no lyrics yet so nice haha.

today no mushy entry! yeah! hurray! lolx

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

o lvl results coming... but my mind is full of wad may happen that day.. people screaming.. crying.. laughing.. and i guess i will be expressionless. Questions and questions keep flying thru my mind.. wad will she do? if she still have the sad sad face i really dunno wad to say..

Hesitation perharps. She and i alike, most likely to love and if lost nvr to love again. but she is worried. she doesnt trust guys.. and dont wanna be hurt. thats why she's hesitating.. How am i going to tell her i am going to love her forever and to take care of her all my life and how im i gonna tell her she is the only thing in the world that i cannot live w/o.. mushy eek. but its true.

looking at the state i am now.. i really dunno how to face her. haha. though people say love transcends all but i cannot take the risk.. but anyway i found something that can get back my skin colour. and my hair is in a deep shit. i compare with those good looking guys in my sch haix. i look like a smashed cabbage.

i wish everyone who is nervous about their o lvl results gd luck(doesnt include losers like those 6-pters in VJ and RJ and HC) and hope they will all get gd grades. go to their dream college and find happiness in this meaningless world. :p

My advice to everyone is to think far ahead.. dont waste time doing hw/tutorials, making the wrong friends.. taking the wrong phone calls.. participating in ccas.. Find wad is the meaning of life for your case and tell urself wad u will do seriously. for eg. "I WANT TO MAKE AS MUCH FRENS AS POSSIBLE IN THIS WORLD!" is quite a dumb meaning of life as true frens need as much fate as finding true love.

I have my best of best frens from AHS 4C/04 and [AC]² and i think they are all the frens i would ever need in this world :) mushy too haha.

=)

Friday, February 18, 2005

so tired. though today is the earliest day i got home (5.40pm) (z.z) mon wad 8pm, tuse 8pm, wed 8.30pm and thurs 11pm. compy today. haix though our speed was shittiest of all, we manage to scrape thru to the finals! yippeee. we was the last finalist haha. means sunday we have to run first. nvm i will set a goal for those pros to catch up haha =)

so tmr is more training. we will be going to AHS to train cos they have new tracks and they dont mind =) (lim pin asked tan tai ha for that.)

next friday or next next mon will be getting o lvl results back lol. almost everyone is worried abt that. i only worry abt my face hahaha call me vain! then that day.. i finally get to see someone..... been months..

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year has ONLY 365' days.
Typical academic year for a student.
1. Sundays-52,Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. days left 313.
2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days. days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing-(good for health) means 15 days. days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies(chew properly & eat)-means 30days. days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days days left 81.
7. Exam days per year atleast 35 days. days left 46.
8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days.Balance 6 days.
9. For sickness atleast 3 days. remaining days 3.
10. Movies and functions atleast 2 days. 1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?" Balance days 0
"How can a student pass ?????"


i got this from one guy's signature in the TJ forums =) omg im stealing ideas hahaha. anyway when u took a first look at this u will thing "hey its true wad" but u will soon realise that eating, talking, sleeping and holidays are not overlapping sets! =) maths woohoo! i mean that dont u sleep in holidays? or dont u talk during holidays? or dont u talk while sleep? lolx ignore the last question =x
haha i nothing much to do also la.

so sad today 2 people who know me quite long liao in tj asked me "Dont mind me asking ar.. wad happened to ur face?" haix........ funny thing. they ask when it has recovered abit and not when it's most serious. demoralising leh likdat. make me feel as if nothing's changed. anyway no one know a definite date when we will get back o lvls results yet >.<

Monday, February 14, 2005

happy vday to everyone.. xi wang you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu :p

sigh~

today cca 7.30 finish >.< compy coming =_- sometimes... i feel really wierd.. things really wierd.. very wierd... wierd.. hai.......................

nothing much to say.

when i free i'll write a story..

Sunday, February 13, 2005

hot hot weather.. im sick liao. sore throat and flu sigh... slept whole day sigh.. tmr vday.. sigh. tmr need to stay back for v late becos compy coming sigh..

sigh...

hw sigh...

........ sigh...................

o lvl results sigh...

sigh.

Friday, February 11, 2005

Many people ask whats a de ja vu.. i have alot of them =x. It is a situation where the scene u are in now resembles an exact replicate or close to exact replicate of ur memory(where u had no idea where it came from).

Some scientists say that is is a kind of mental disorder.. who knows lol. I was in the comp lab then.. then suddenly my C++ program got prob.. i have overwritted another program on my this one.. then when i run it got some funny prob. then i felt the situation so familiar.. even the place.. wierd. Happened alot times at many other places. haix maybe i too stressed le.. i v tired now....... i wan to slp..

just came back from Alpha Innovations. The robot shop haha. compy is next friday.. 18th!! come visit me ar! lol.. who am i talking to lolx. anyway the place is Funan it mall atrium. level 1. hahaz. then my program so gd.. my senior also lose me haix. expected =x

Jian dan ai~

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

just found out i nvr update my age lolx. nvm not impt though. tmr is like damn early finish and i not going back ahs to haunt people.. so i'll be at home sleeping.. maybe go tamp check some things out.. i need to buy somethings >.<

dont get wrong lolx.... is buy aloe vera gel.. for facez

haiya.. 14th coming zhe me ban???

xin nian kuai le everyone! remember all owe me ang bao for this year next time u all get married must return!! ahaha

i think i too early tamp wont open.. Lol. dont dare 10pm sit bus go tamp.. v dangerous lol.

Friday, February 04, 2005

STupid mass pe instructors. %@^!@$@#^!U$!^! i hired taxi at bedok rovers there so that i wont be late then so suay the uncle dunno where the hell is Temasek Junior College yet know where is Temasek Secondary. i was almost suaned. "Ni du shu bu dong.." then i immediately shone the address that was written behind the orientation booklet right in his face(joking aha).. then i was not late! although i fell out the taxi instead of getting out. then assembly at 1st lecture cos today got CNY fair so the parade sq was used up for tents. my 1st lesson is PE. which means assemble at sports complex. i took like 5 mins to struggle there. then when i put my bag at my class pple there( top stairs) then the instructor shout.. tell us get down in 20 secs.. then i 1st time ma.. dunno sick need to go down or not. then when he count to 10 i then overheard sick need to get down also.. then i struggle down(top stairs.. i took 3 secs each step) so it is so obvious i couldnt make it.. i tot i sick will excuse but the stupid asshole say down 20. wtf. then i explain to my pe teacher she still say down 20.. she said "do slowly so wont sweat." its not the sweat that worsen my acne lor. its i use my muscle my acne will bleed la. stupid ***.

do i did 20 pumping at super speed cos i've been using more of my hands than legs to move ard this few days.. i gotta grab the cupboard grab the door frame.. push the bed.. to move ard cos my legs couldnt do a thing. my hands become v strong wahaha. then nvm.. then he notice that i last week didnt go.. he ask why i say i on mc.. then he want me show.. wad the.. isnt the CT suppose to inform them? wtf. so disorganised. then again he want my excuse letter.. wth. die liao la i realise i gave the original copies to my CT(civics tutor aka form teacher) lucky i got photostat the wednesday, thurs and friday one and kept at home..

then i have a hard time sitting down ma.. then that instructor told me to stand up b4 he asked me for my reason and MC. then when i sitting down 3/4 he tell me take out ezlink card. i dunno need for wad at 1st ma.. so i took out and wishing he will look at me as i raised my hand with the ezlink card towards him while i squarting.. he nvr look down i tot is ask us prepare ezlink card later collect or wad.. so i put it on the floor and use my both hands to sit.. cos vv pain. the he so zhun turn back and said "ezlink card" then he say "dont put ezlink card on the floor! later u lose it or wad.." dotx.... i was still trying to sit lor.. then he back away 2 steps and ask me pass him. wtf. so again i struggle to stand up... 1/3 of the year ones are all behind me lor. then i pass liao go back struggle to sit again. later then i know ezlink card is for those couldnt do pe then they dont want us to run away or wad. so collect after pe ends. z........

wad happend after sch is the previous entry..
After 79 days which seemed like 79 millennium.. i finally saw someone today. but that person didnt see me! haha that was like lucky. i know i abit selfish la.. see people dont let people see.. but u know hor.. if i let that person see now then i woudl have done quite a bad thing cos my face so hideous ma. ard 20 days more to deadline - the day where have to go back take results. i think my face will be abit worse than the state b4 o lvl ends but still at least look like normal person..

so.. it was 1.39:21.. 1.39:22.. 1.39:23.. 1.39:24..pm i was on the 3rd storey haha. then 40 m down is that person with yi dui ren. haha... lucky my physics tutor delay abit (supposed to be 1.30 dismiss) otherwise i would have been at the canteen, where they are heading for, waiting for daryl to return some money he owed(1 million USD). (kidding.. lolx 40 cents). so my legs are like shit.. then i use fone called daryl and he said he is at canteen. haix. danger danger zone.. so i tell daryl suan le lol then i went out of sch thru the back gate where they came from. haha if that person see this entry i will be dead lolx. cos its so obvious im refering to that person.

so that is why i decided not to go back ahs again.. i went home haha. love is a wonderful thing that kills ;$ haha as my msn nick goes.. dying to see but dead if seen nevertheless i saw.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Today had student council-student dialogue. After smoe questions then one guy said "after we get our o lvl results, not JAE, which is on.. i think 21st of feb.

21st of feb...... if so close i think i really die. first thing i v scared to see my results.. maybe i cant even promote to jc cos i fail english? haha. yaya pessimistic wadever. even if i pass english i may not have done well enough to get into vj. but anyway that doesnt matter now =) weeeee!

So if really 21st feb... here are my estimated results..

English : D7-B3 (quite large a rangeg i know,, all depends cambridge like my story or not.)

HCL : B4-A2
Emaths: A1
Amaths: B3-A1
Chem : B4-A1
PHysics : A1
Combine humans : C6-B3
Geog : B4-A2

So. lolx.. if take the middle of those which are uncertain..
i will have a l1r5 of.... 3+1+2+2+1+3 = 12 which is......... CRAP!

Anyway.. xin nian kuai dao le! Guo xin nian~ zu xin nian~ xin nian dao~! nian lian nian~~! Ang BAo Money $$$$$$$$$ and lots of things to eat yeah!!!

Well.. somethings are really looking gd now.. while my physical condition still is a pile of.. sheet. =) Jc life abit tough.. quite tiring. feel like studying arts and get owned. haha. but arts people everyday so early finish!!!zzz

anyway.. if my l1r5 really 12 i will surely tio suan by my family.. cos my elder bro got 7 w/o sweat. aiya. at most go serangoon jc loxl.

hope my face get well soon! and so i can get things going again... i really miss someone. ya i know love suppose to be so wei da.. no matter how u look or something likdat.. but still hor.. appearance do matter de la.. although dont matter for me.. who knows it matters to her or not? i nvr told her. doubt sshe will come to see my blog also la. she also dunno. haha..

once again.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Guo xin nian~ zu xin nian~ xin nian dao~! nian lian nian~~! Ang BAo Money $$$$$$$$$ and lots of things to eat yeah!!!