Part 2:
Now I'm going on to the great. Sometimes, somewhere, u will find someone who is just able to be the centre of attraction and of course, influence and affect people. One example is Hitler. Just when the Germans were having a hard life after Germany's economy collapsed, Hitler is able to stand out among all others and meanwhile using his moving and passionate speeches to bring them together. ok shant go into history... Look around you again... is there such a person? Definitely there will be one. unless you are one :)
These people are born leaders, their body gesture and speech captivates people's heart. Thus resulting in his sphere of influence. There are good and bad to this. The bad is clearly shown with Hitler as an example. Once he got control over his people, he used them to carry out sinful acts such as eliminating the Jews [oops history again =/].
On the other hand, on the good side, there comes our local guy Q*** W**. Hahaha... You cant find any other man more honest than him :). Too bad he is not up for grabs anymore hahaha =)) When such a person with such clean thoughts and kind character, even when you are plotting to do something bad, his face will suddenly appear in front of you... "Do not do that.. that's bad...".... "Do not do that.. that's bad..."... "Do not do that.. that's bad..."
Ok anyway my idea is to say that u will feel v guilty about it. Maybe one of human's natural characteristic is to stick to the crowd. Or shall i say Unity?
Haix... really getting sian until i talk about so much craps... Grad nite Grad nite Grad nite Grad nite.... i don't have go haix... =(
Here's a lame joke. What is short, round, fat and follow my every word in this sentence?
Haha tmr maybe i add some pics into my posts else too dull!
4 o'clock in the morning... my mind is filled with a thousands thoughts of you ----LeAnn Rimes ft. Ronan keating - Last thing on my mind
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
Life.
Have you ever wonder whether human affects his/her surroundings or the surroundings affect human? I would say both. A great person would affect his/her surroundings positively, while a person with weak mind would be affected by his/her surroundings.
Let's begin with the weak. How many times have a group of people asked you to go somewhere you dont like but you have so called 'no choice' but to go? There is no such thing as no choice in my opinion. There is only good choice and bad choice. How good it is or how bad it is depends of your thinking. If you think it is important to check out new trends or stick with your best frens then u would think going with them is a good choice. If you think there is no point in doing something you don't wish to do you will think going home alone a good choice. That, of course, depends on your level of 'maturity'.
Sometimes i wonder whether there is such thing as maturity. Ignorance is Bliss. Think back.. when u were in primary 2 do you recall any day you would regard as a sad day? What is maturity? The longman dictionary gave a v stupid answer. "the quality of behaving in a sensible way like an adult" . ARE ADULTS ALWAYS SENSIBLE? Hahaha.. Nowadays you even see lao ah mas dye hair to red/gold. Is there a need for it? Once again it voices down to what your thinking is. But since the dictionary has already defined it that way, the lao ah mas should have quite a high level of maturity already! They are adults for more than half a century u know!? Does that mean what they do is always correct? Have you ever encountered situations where you think what your parents/adults are doing what you think is wrong and when u voice out your opinion/protest they would shut you up with the same phrase "Da ren de shi xiao hai zi bu yao guan"?
The definition also shows that the word is invented in a very adult-biased way, almost made to give adults excuses to control kids(I think invented by americans :/, their kids v naughty from what i see on shows). How many times have you requested your puny little freedom such as not going to a relative's house party but again was shut up by "You are still a child, i will decide for you until you mature/grows up". [joke insert: Maybe that is the day where either they are both dead or paralysed =x)
So for some intellects, you will come and ask me whether i think that what i am doing now is useful? Hahaha... I would say useful to myself in gathering thoughts that is always spiraling round my brain and disapear like a caesium atom in the atmosphere. Of course i hope can make more people think deeper next time and do more sensible things. Wait a minute.. What's sensible?? Hahaha... you decide.
Goodbye for now :)
Sorry for the moment of impulse last post. Still think im useless though...
Have you ever wonder whether human affects his/her surroundings or the surroundings affect human? I would say both. A great person would affect his/her surroundings positively, while a person with weak mind would be affected by his/her surroundings.
Let's begin with the weak. How many times have a group of people asked you to go somewhere you dont like but you have so called 'no choice' but to go? There is no such thing as no choice in my opinion. There is only good choice and bad choice. How good it is or how bad it is depends of your thinking. If you think it is important to check out new trends or stick with your best frens then u would think going with them is a good choice. If you think there is no point in doing something you don't wish to do you will think going home alone a good choice. That, of course, depends on your level of 'maturity'.
Sometimes i wonder whether there is such thing as maturity. Ignorance is Bliss. Think back.. when u were in primary 2 do you recall any day you would regard as a sad day? What is maturity? The longman dictionary gave a v stupid answer. "the quality of behaving in a sensible way like an adult" . ARE ADULTS ALWAYS SENSIBLE? Hahaha.. Nowadays you even see lao ah mas dye hair to red/gold. Is there a need for it? Once again it voices down to what your thinking is. But since the dictionary has already defined it that way, the lao ah mas should have quite a high level of maturity already! They are adults for more than half a century u know!? Does that mean what they do is always correct? Have you ever encountered situations where you think what your parents/adults are doing what you think is wrong and when u voice out your opinion/protest they would shut you up with the same phrase "Da ren de shi xiao hai zi bu yao guan"?
The definition also shows that the word is invented in a very adult-biased way, almost made to give adults excuses to control kids(I think invented by americans :/, their kids v naughty from what i see on shows). How many times have you requested your puny little freedom such as not going to a relative's house party but again was shut up by "You are still a child, i will decide for you until you mature/grows up". [joke insert: Maybe that is the day where either they are both dead or paralysed =x)
So for some intellects, you will come and ask me whether i think that what i am doing now is useful? Hahaha... I would say useful to myself in gathering thoughts that is always spiraling round my brain and disapear like a caesium atom in the atmosphere. Of course i hope can make more people think deeper next time and do more sensible things. Wait a minute.. What's sensible?? Hahaha... you decide.
Goodbye for now :)
Sorry for the moment of impulse last post. Still think im useless though...
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Till now and forever.
If only i could turn back time...
There may be a mistaken identity. All the while i only like you. Sent an email, think you never saw. Silence is easy, but don't you know it hurts? If only there was more time... if only i was more daring... if only you hadn't kept quiet... i wouldn't be here talking. No one knows what you are thinking. I'm thinking i'm inferior. No guts, unfunny, whatever. But nothing beats the fact that i do like you. I had always thought u feel the same way, until recently you have been cold. Change of heart? Just tell me and it will end our agony. Though its like stabbing a knife into me, but i will die with a smile, thinking of only you. If not... tell me what you are feeling right now. I really need it.
This isn't really meant for you to see, guess when u see it u wont believe is u either. But i'm just telling what i feel right now. Till now and forever.
"aiya i oso dunno wad 2 sae la, but u onli live once, sumtimes if u misse chance le nxt time u find it harder 2 find back wad u realli wanted then u will alwayz tink abt it n regret 4 life"
Found it exceptionally true. Thanks my fren for that quote.
I will remember everything u said.
and will be waiting...
If only...
hai ke ku, shi ke lan, ci qing yong bu yu.
There may be a mistaken identity. All the while i only like you. Sent an email, think you never saw. Silence is easy, but don't you know it hurts? If only there was more time... if only i was more daring... if only you hadn't kept quiet... i wouldn't be here talking. No one knows what you are thinking. I'm thinking i'm inferior. No guts, unfunny, whatever. But nothing beats the fact that i do like you. I had always thought u feel the same way, until recently you have been cold. Change of heart? Just tell me and it will end our agony. Though its like stabbing a knife into me, but i will die with a smile, thinking of only you. If not... tell me what you are feeling right now. I really need it.
This isn't really meant for you to see, guess when u see it u wont believe is u either. But i'm just telling what i feel right now. Till now and forever.
"aiya i oso dunno wad 2 sae la, but u onli live once, sumtimes if u misse chance le nxt time u find it harder 2 find back wad u realli wanted then u will alwayz tink abt it n regret 4 life"
Found it exceptionally true. Thanks my fren for that quote.
I will remember everything u said.
and will be waiting...
If only...
hai ke ku, shi ke lan, ci qing yong bu yu.
Saturday, November 27, 2004
"aiya i oso dunno wad 2 sae la, but u onli live once, sumtimes if u misse chance le nxt time u find it harder 2 find back wad u realli wanted then u will alwayz tink abt it n regret 4 life" -- Someone from my cca ( dont dare say his name, heard he threatened qingwei with trojans b4 lol).
Sec 4: It's friday 1pm at ahs. i will pack my bag and head straight to the canteen while the uniform grps stock up the toilets. there, as always, i will see my beloved [that guy who calls me ***]. after lunch, we will proceed to 2J meeting place. Since we are sec 4 we held all leader posts. That guy is the president and he enjoys been one as he constantly have the chance to be ENLIGHTENED by Ms Chan. There are 3 frens in sec4 im especially close to and they are my left faction best frens. in the 4 years we had always sticked together, even though we were in seperate groups. Now cca is over and we have not yet got our farewell !!!!!!!! FAREWELL PLS!! zz.... However, we still talk to each other at nite over msn :) to discuss about personal stuffs and also computer stuffs.
Sec3: Well, for me, its the 1st time i held such a high leadership post. i am the micromouse grp leader haix........ which is nothing to be proud of. Well, till now only me in ahs know Micromouse well enough to do well in local intersch competitions. I tried teaching... but such things requires interest. Speaking of interest, my 3 frens and i were the most enthu people in the cca :D. we went to every courses that will be helpful to us and took part in every competition. [that guy] did well in governing(tyranny- kidding!) the cca but he dont believe so haha.
Sec2: lol. this was the golden era where each of us really go into wad our groups are focused at, hence resulting in our posts in sec 3/4 (haix.. shld have slacked...) Actually we learnt more than our scope and even went to the 2 week ngee ann poly camp. Haha bad times man... the camp was hell! We wanted to learn c programming but turn out there was only 2 lessons for that and the rest of the days are learning V=IR, electronic engineering, soldering, calculate current in parallel circuits, etching and all that technical stuff T.T.. This explains my godly-ness in physics HAHAHA :) But when it comes to sat, we are suppose to play games.. i hate that game called pokey sticks.............................. its a game we have to pass the stick to the next person in the group and biting off a portion b4 passing on. Yeah, a nice chance to kiss but... im definitely morally upright :D. i will save my virgin kiss lol!. someone asked my name but i v guai just at there quiet quiet. even now im likdat haha!
Sec1: I was the 1st to make a calculator out of pure programming language that time hahaha. everyone just copied me lol. i was deemed "tian cai" by my cca frens but i dont really think i am.. im so stupid haix. Anyway, so because of my results my senior koped me into his group, though i nvr put that grp into my choices when choosing grps. If he nvr kope me i would be in multimedia now together with my 2 frens #!@#!
Dunno why when put into words cannot show the really tight bond between us haix... but these experiences are definitely worth the mention!
As for that quote my fren gave me, i will see wad i can do haha... later.
Very sian.. tmr i will surely go jogging.. when was the last time i exercise?? hmm i think last year... i must pia back my speed and stamina so that next year sports meet i can win something haha :p
I believe in eternity and a single love.
Sec 4: It's friday 1pm at ahs. i will pack my bag and head straight to the canteen while the uniform grps stock up the toilets. there, as always, i will see my beloved [that guy who calls me ***]. after lunch, we will proceed to 2J meeting place. Since we are sec 4 we held all leader posts. That guy is the president and he enjoys been one as he constantly have the chance to be ENLIGHTENED by Ms Chan. There are 3 frens in sec4 im especially close to and they are my left faction best frens. in the 4 years we had always sticked together, even though we were in seperate groups. Now cca is over and we have not yet got our farewell !!!!!!!! FAREWELL PLS!! zz.... However, we still talk to each other at nite over msn :) to discuss about personal stuffs and also computer stuffs.
Sec3: Well, for me, its the 1st time i held such a high leadership post. i am the micromouse grp leader haix........ which is nothing to be proud of. Well, till now only me in ahs know Micromouse well enough to do well in local intersch competitions. I tried teaching... but such things requires interest. Speaking of interest, my 3 frens and i were the most enthu people in the cca :D. we went to every courses that will be helpful to us and took part in every competition. [that guy] did well in governing(tyranny- kidding!) the cca but he dont believe so haha.
Sec2: lol. this was the golden era where each of us really go into wad our groups are focused at, hence resulting in our posts in sec 3/4 (haix.. shld have slacked...) Actually we learnt more than our scope and even went to the 2 week ngee ann poly camp. Haha bad times man... the camp was hell! We wanted to learn c programming but turn out there was only 2 lessons for that and the rest of the days are learning V=IR, electronic engineering, soldering, calculate current in parallel circuits, etching and all that technical stuff T.T.. This explains my godly-ness in physics HAHAHA :) But when it comes to sat, we are suppose to play games.. i hate that game called pokey sticks.............................. its a game we have to pass the stick to the next person in the group and biting off a portion b4 passing on. Yeah, a nice chance to kiss but... im definitely morally upright :D. i will save my virgin kiss lol!. someone asked my name but i v guai just at there quiet quiet. even now im likdat haha!
Sec1: I was the 1st to make a calculator out of pure programming language that time hahaha. everyone just copied me lol. i was deemed "tian cai" by my cca frens but i dont really think i am.. im so stupid haix. Anyway, so because of my results my senior koped me into his group, though i nvr put that grp into my choices when choosing grps. If he nvr kope me i would be in multimedia now together with my 2 frens #!@#!
Dunno why when put into words cannot show the really tight bond between us haix... but these experiences are definitely worth the mention!
As for that quote my fren gave me, i will see wad i can do haha... later.
Very sian.. tmr i will surely go jogging.. when was the last time i exercise?? hmm i think last year... i must pia back my speed and stamina so that next year sports meet i can win something haha :p
I believe in eternity and a single love.
Woke up really really early today (8am). Well weather is not bad but its only 9.30 now and its so sunny! how to sleep?? wish there is no rain later.
Aiya.... forgot wad to say again. Hmmm.... ok. Everyone has their own problems, big or small, easy or hard to solve. sadly, I have quite alot. some people feel v stressed when they meet problems or when they are tackling them. i just treat them like rubbish and throw them in the trashbin. Sound like a escapist? Defintely not. In fact, most problems are man-made, for example -- "What to wear for prom nite??? omg tmr prom leh how how how?" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Another example -- "I scared i will not cope in JC leh how??" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Next example -- "I need to go toilet now!! but i read ur blog halfway leh howhow??" Yes, no tricks here. So u get it? I think that the main objective in life is to be happy.. People can be happy in many ways, not necessarily the rich are always happy and the poor always sad. Sometimes when u pursue something in life it does not necessarily make u happy next time. Ok.. im getting serious OOP, let me try link back... ok. so wad if u dont go prom? u can go watch a movie or comedy and luff ur heads out, u will still be happy. jc dont mean anything except promisng a better income( as i said rich doesnt mean happy). Does it sound escapist anymore? (actually still Yes LOL, paiseh this paragraph is talking cock :D, always remember read instructions b4 doing the qns! hahaHAHAHA)
Haha next year will be so different. It will be like sec1 that time. i remember 1st day was lol.. weird. whole class dunno wad to do haha. no one know each other. except some who were from the same pri school. next year there will be no more wang zi haha haix... guess the best jokes were shared with him haha. this 2 years, esp this year, is the most memorable year in my 4 yrs of ahs schooling(maybe becos i got poor memory haha). Wang Zi and me were same class for 4 years hahaha. didnt joke when we were sec1/2. im guai kia remember? kidding.. was piaing soccer at sec 2 and doing nth at sec 1. v often our jokes get out of hand and sometimes it was really funny. Guess i will miss these times most.
Next im going to say something about cca. i will do it in my nite blog later.. see ya for now~ haha.
Remember! Always smile no matter what. Your smile can brighten up someone's day and in turn another person's! Goodgame goodluck and have fun!
Aiya.... forgot wad to say again. Hmmm.... ok. Everyone has their own problems, big or small, easy or hard to solve. sadly, I have quite alot. some people feel v stressed when they meet problems or when they are tackling them. i just treat them like rubbish and throw them in the trashbin. Sound like a escapist? Defintely not. In fact, most problems are man-made, for example -- "What to wear for prom nite??? omg tmr prom leh how how how?" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Another example -- "I scared i will not cope in JC leh how??" Easy, don't go lor. haha kidding. Next example -- "I need to go toilet now!! but i read ur blog halfway leh howhow??" Yes, no tricks here. So u get it? I think that the main objective in life is to be happy.. People can be happy in many ways, not necessarily the rich are always happy and the poor always sad. Sometimes when u pursue something in life it does not necessarily make u happy next time. Ok.. im getting serious OOP, let me try link back... ok. so wad if u dont go prom? u can go watch a movie or comedy and luff ur heads out, u will still be happy. jc dont mean anything except promisng a better income( as i said rich doesnt mean happy). Does it sound escapist anymore? (actually still Yes LOL, paiseh this paragraph is talking cock :D, always remember read instructions b4 doing the qns! hahaHAHAHA)
Haha next year will be so different. It will be like sec1 that time. i remember 1st day was lol.. weird. whole class dunno wad to do haha. no one know each other. except some who were from the same pri school. next year there will be no more wang zi haha haix... guess the best jokes were shared with him haha. this 2 years, esp this year, is the most memorable year in my 4 yrs of ahs schooling(maybe becos i got poor memory haha). Wang Zi and me were same class for 4 years hahaha. didnt joke when we were sec1/2. im guai kia remember? kidding.. was piaing soccer at sec 2 and doing nth at sec 1. v often our jokes get out of hand and sometimes it was really funny. Guess i will miss these times most.
Next im going to say something about cca. i will do it in my nite blog later.. see ya for now~ haha.
Remember! Always smile no matter what. Your smile can brighten up someone's day and in turn another person's! Goodgame goodluck and have fun!
Friday, November 26, 2004
Ok. Actually blogging ain't bad at all. I nvr did any personal diary nor journal as i found it time-comsuming and useless. Now i find my blog an emotional outlet :) Blogging is fun! Later on in few years time when u flip thru the archives u will find that actually u have did quite alot of things.. and u will not feel that ur life has been wasted.
Today, my uncle told me something. He said, "Now at your age its time for you to study, when u are the same age as me, u wouldnt have the energy to do that." Hmm, though i have heard that from other sources many times, but i dunno why it suddenly meant so true. I've always thought that was just an excuse given by parents to let their children know what they are suffering now is worth it[to gag their complains]. But now i think o lvl is over and i cant do much about it. It's interesting to see people have many different viewpoints about life. Some take them carelessly and decide to see as the times goes. Some think they should accomplish something big in life, then they can call their life complete. Some just wanna try as much things as possible b4 their life ends. Me, i dunno. Not that im undecisive. Just couldn't find some answers about life.
Rain in the afternoon haiz.... This shows that unexpectable things could just happen suddenly in life. Started out well in the morning. Congrats to those who enjoyed his/her day, best wishes to those that had a bad day.
Im definite not some crazy guy who talks to the computer whole day and think about such things! I have a life too. Weird.. i remember that i have lots to say yesterday... now i forgot.. hmm.. Old liao. ok sign out for now.
Today, my uncle told me something. He said, "Now at your age its time for you to study, when u are the same age as me, u wouldnt have the energy to do that." Hmm, though i have heard that from other sources many times, but i dunno why it suddenly meant so true. I've always thought that was just an excuse given by parents to let their children know what they are suffering now is worth it[to gag their complains]. But now i think o lvl is over and i cant do much about it. It's interesting to see people have many different viewpoints about life. Some take them carelessly and decide to see as the times goes. Some think they should accomplish something big in life, then they can call their life complete. Some just wanna try as much things as possible b4 their life ends. Me, i dunno. Not that im undecisive. Just couldn't find some answers about life.
Rain in the afternoon haiz.... This shows that unexpectable things could just happen suddenly in life. Started out well in the morning. Congrats to those who enjoyed his/her day, best wishes to those that had a bad day.
Im definite not some crazy guy who talks to the computer whole day and think about such things! I have a life too. Weird.. i remember that i have lots to say yesterday... now i forgot.. hmm.. Old liao. ok sign out for now.
I wonder how many people feel lost like i am now.. O level is over and out of sudden there is no target in life. Maybe many others have already mapped out their whole life journey. But someone said we can never be sure about our future. You may just die due to excess bleeding while u are reading this post when u accidentally bite your tongue (kidding haha).
Wanted to go sitex with some frens today.. but already have a appointment with aunt. Later in the afternoon i may be going to my fren's house together with others for soccer/games. Hmm... no new games to play.. if anyone know any 'P' shops pls kindly let me noe!
Weather is good today.. just woke up. Before that was like so cool that the air from the fan was as if from aircon haha. Wish everyday is the same :) Ok time to have breadfast.
I stopped my entry there but found it so short. I suddenly thought of something to type also... Watched the shutter few days ago. Found it quite a cliche. Storyline is the typical revenge type where everyone in the group will die one by one. There is only one part where it was quite scary.. the part where they was examining the photo and the ghost suddenly turned her head towards us with v loud sound effects zzzzz... Qw dont call me *** pls..... IM NOT AHHHHH IM NOT!!!!!!!
Wanted to go sitex with some frens today.. but already have a appointment with aunt. Later in the afternoon i may be going to my fren's house together with others for soccer/games. Hmm... no new games to play.. if anyone know any 'P' shops pls kindly let me noe!
Weather is good today.. just woke up. Before that was like so cool that the air from the fan was as if from aircon haha. Wish everyday is the same :) Ok time to have breadfast.
I stopped my entry there but found it so short. I suddenly thought of something to type also... Watched the shutter few days ago. Found it quite a cliche. Storyline is the typical revenge type where everyone in the group will die one by one. There is only one part where it was quite scary.. the part where they was examining the photo and the ghost suddenly turned her head towards us with v loud sound effects zzzzz... Qw dont call me *** pls..... IM NOT AHHHHH IM NOT!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 25, 2004
The Genesis
Look familiar? No, this is definitely not Qing Wei's blog. Well, why do i start a blog? No idea. PEharps because this long holiday is getting too boring. I've got nothing to do. Typing will be fun i guess. The................
So.. here is my blog! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's WORKING. YEAH. I would like to thank qing wei for giving me the motivation to blog. My parents for showing their utmost support(eh...). And of cos everyone who is and will be reading my blog! haha yes YOU. (My computer whispers, "Stop laming! They are leaving!")
*Cough cough* Hmm.. so ok. today is a fine and cool day. did my PAE registration and im so happy over nothing, though im feeling sad within. So today is the day! May this blog live forever!
So.. here is my blog! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's WORKING. YEAH. I would like to thank qing wei for giving me the motivation to blog. My parents for showing their utmost support(eh...). And of cos everyone who is and will be reading my blog! haha yes YOU. (My computer whispers, "Stop laming! They are leaving!")
*Cough cough* Hmm.. so ok. today is a fine and cool day. did my PAE registration and im so happy over nothing, though im feeling sad within. So today is the day! May this blog live forever!
Ok.... now for the background music! (not for the faint hearted, actually i meant faint internet connection - 56k) This means i have to set up my own website again. This also means if my computer is dead there will be no music! Haha. maybe i will add new things now and then, depending on my mood and my ideas. looks like i have to make use of DNS again, sigh... my HDD was killed. have to redo everything now.. wish me luck!
I hate that guy who took http://wintersoul.blogspot.com IM SO ANGRY! ARGH.
I wanted to make mingwei.blogspot.com (haha to dope qingwei's) but haix.. again taken. So i decided to use this battle.net nick i had last time in Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne.
I hate that guy who took http://wintersoul.blogspot.com IM SO ANGRY! ARGH.
I wanted to make mingwei.blogspot.com (haha to dope qingwei's) but haix.. again taken. So i decided to use this battle.net nick i had last time in Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne.
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