because sometimes when we dont move on, time moves us along

its official, 22 years without girlfriend!

haha actually its not so much about having a girlfriend or not la.. after all it's just a label.

but one cant deny the sense of security it gives in life.

to have something to fall back to.

a launch pad to greater things.

its like the aircraft carrier you return to after your mission,

the housten you report back to in your space exploration

the base you return to after you have made the greatest journey-

life.

flying high/not so high/low/(replace with an adverb) without a place to return to.

i wish myself a happy 22nd!

默默在你的身后守候的我 多想看你不经意的笑容 或许我的心你不懂 我会努力让你感动  在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我 决不放弃追逐你的执著 只要你能再多些回应我 一个笑或点头全接受  能不能再靠近一点点 大声说出你所有感觉 别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界 温暖太阳为你迎接  能不能再靠近一点点 能不能再勇敢一点点 就算让我知道我永远只是单恋 我也会藏著感谢 笑著和你说再见  默默在你的身后守候的我 多想看你不经意的笑容 或许我的心你不懂 我会努力让你感动  在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我 决不放弃追逐你的执著 只要你能再多些回应我 一个笑或点头全接受  能不能再靠近一点点 大声说出你所有感觉 别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界 温暖太阳为你迎接  能不能再靠近一点点 能不能再勇敢一点点 就算让我知道我永远只是单恋 我也会藏著感谢 笑著和你说再见 

im finding the frequency of my sleeping increasing.

however, i still sleep once a day/or maybe less.

time must be accelerating.

tiger year is approaching. the next in line would be rabbit(my year).

it would be one "lun" (cycle of the chinese zodiac) from when i was primary 6.

how many luns to go before i cease to exist?

is it that when you finally want to live a life, life just seems so short.

random quote from the internet

if you like cat - you are a care giver and won't expect anything in return
if you like dog - you expect same love/reciprocate in return

haha.. perhaps

duno if e owner mind or not.. but this is a nice blog for a good read

http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/

2010~

hihi! these are my resolutions for 2009.. as a tradition i shall talk about how much exactly i have achieved each of these!

RESOLUTION FOR 2009

1. Feel that i have chosen the right uni course

2. BE HAPPY

3. Spend my pre uni time wisely

4. IPPT GOLD PLEASE ($400!!!!!!!)

5. Have more friends!

6.

7. Master guitar to a pro level ok?

Legend: Fulfilled, somewhat fulfilled, obviously not fulfilled

1. Though how much i know about stats currently is still of minuscule proportion. after exploring all the module description im kind of glad to see that it is almost what i would expect it to be.. haha chim.. but i use this method to at least psycho myself im right haha.

2. BE HAPPY.. well as a matter of fact i havent been happier since many years ago.. school is indeed a good place :) evidence: the number of green totally > than last year's. im using purple. im gay in its non-sexual sense.

3. seriously i dont remember exactly what i did during the hols.. i rmb working and playing the guitar and even reading up on bayesian statistics(though i've nv past the" A level" section of the book, and have never even treaded to the bayesian page. i was lost in the fundamentals of statistics prelude). i guess i rmb only the good things. HAHA. which is good!

4. See previous post. shant let the 3 letter S word spoil my entry:)

5. Quantitatively or figuratively(the english language.. seriously..) i feel this is fulfilled and the main reason why im so happy now :) its great to know so many great ppl. it is great to still keep in touch with the very same old friends who share a bond that would probably, and hopefully, never be broken.

7. well.. i actually got it more underway than last year.. so yup(pardon me for my lack of a better sentence). at least im in G3NUS.. which i feel is the best decision in this year!! hurray~ well.. i've finally performed live.. and recently i had just transcript/transposed/arranged/"or what u call it" a song for nian nian tuan. haha

2010. this time it would be a new chapter of my life.. totally. (nice number to make such a resolution as well.

well.. because im going out to CD with my g@y buddies(possibly in sexual sense, HAHAHA). i have no time, and had not thought of my resolution for 2010 yet. so i shall pen them down only tmr! (this entry would then be re-dated)

See you guys in 2010!

new design of fireworks

A new year, a new beginning for many; new things to look forward to; new resolutions.

Here goes..

resolution for 2010

1. BE HAPPY

2. Meet more new friends!

3. Continue to improve on my guitar skills!

4. Finally find someone i like who likes me also (hopefully)

5. Stay healthy

There.. the simplest wishes for a simple and happy life.

I hope 2010 will be legendary/awesome!!

wish me luck!

gg

i would like to ask... can i ever find another person whom with i can fall in love to the same extend, to the same intensity? to go through what we did?!??

its fucking unfair


PS:
im going to collect small pockets of sentences like this and someday maybe write a novel or play/screenplay!

read me not

for i dont lust the spiders which dwell not in the warmth of hearts but the winters of happily ever afters.



i love this very line that i've just created at 3am!

the chords struck; the heartstrings resonate; but would there be music?

花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什麼歌哄他开心
我想著天空什麼时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
(我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的)
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
(另一半的歌)

也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
一半甜的一半苦的

像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

to remind myself why am i studying so hard

i want to understand the world better by having more knowledge of it,
and not hearing from emotional accounts.

only then will i be able to give less subjective and more objective views of what is happening around me.

lalala study hard!!

我的生活

我的生活方式太过安全..做事总是打量过危险..
可能就因为这样.. 过的生活特别平凡..
平凡不好吗?

不过.. 感觉似乎正在错过什么是的..

5

happy 5th birthday to my blog!!!


(its so convenient to have my blog bdae after qw's.. dont need to rmb.. shh dun let my blog know!!)

lying

lying is analogous to being caught in a web.
the more you turn and twist, the less chance you get can ever out of it.

anger

you may think that the only option is to swallow your anger or throw it at someone's face, but theres a third option; you can just let it go.

and only if u do that it will be truly gone.

手

早安太阳.
认识您这么久了, 您依然没变.
您还是这么灿烂,您还是我在生活黑暗中的指南针.

手中的笔,不知被谁吵醒,
在白纸上写下了我对您的感情.
不知如何向您表达
我心怀中的情信
我把纸折成飞机
丢向天空翱翔.

就象我们爸爸赢取妈妈的海鸥
我暗暗希望它能飞进您的心窗.

右手牵手,左手被牵.
从前梦里的情人,
已在我面前.

右手牵手,左手被牵.


not bad sia.. nxt time can use for lyrics also..
anw this is hypothetical.. except if qw imagine this is what i wrote for him then i dun mind.. lol

dun mind my poor attempt to revise my chinese..

misery loves company,
but would love find me one too?

Someone like me.

His heart faltered,
but he recalled how you reminisce your trophies.
14, 16, 21;
and that,
you won it the day you took away,
something i was never expecting
to find back,
until today.

Today, someone else found it.
Though that I missed it very much,
"Finder's keeper", i say,
and i really hope that she really would.

she really would.