THIS IS TO REMIND MYSELF

I AM TO..

1) SCORE A FOR CHEMISTRY FOR PRELIMS <- JUST WATCH ME
2) SCORE A FOR PHYSICS FOR PRELIMS
3) SCORE A FOR MATHS FOR PRELIMS <- YOU SAID LIFE IS UNFAIR AS I DID WELL FOR MY MATHS EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT DO TUTORIALS. YOU DONT KNOW MY LIFE AND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. NOW IM GONNA GET A TO SHOVE IT TO YOUR FACE

I MUST DO THIS. I MUST STUDY EVERYDAY. ELSE IM NOT FIT TO BE WHO I AM. JUST WATCH ME.

CDE -> AAA IN 1 MONTH.

STARTING TODAY

sweet death.

A love like all loves, sweet and lingering.
A hate like all hates, springs from love.

Bollywood/Hollywood

too perfect.

sad

to help those linux fanatics over hpc chill out abit.. i decided to send them songs!
the song is none other than..



wu yue tian's jue jiang! oh noes.. its .wma format lol..

the stars

Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do

Have you ever wondered why some things happen their way?
I would ask why did i fall for you.
and why didn't i give up.
Why have i thought you fell for me too.
Why am i born poor.
Why am i born with so much problems.
Why am i here?

Life is unfair. But why must i be the one suffering?
Why did i lose my interest in living.
Why living is more a chore?
Why money makes the world go round.
And why fashion plague the minds of many?

Why religion breaks people and even couples apart,
why religion becomes like designer clothes?
How man do not realise what they are fighting for,
are just empty things?

Suddenly the world darkens for me.
Depressed i have become.
Lonely i am.
Miss you i do.

you and me

Love longs for someone,
like flowers for spring.
Waiting to blossom,
it creeps in deep into our heart.

Sent the pollen via my card,
who knows why are we still apart?
We are neither here nor there,
to whom can i find my heart to bare?
When im drowning in memories,
who exactly do you miss?
Cheer up, dont weep;
My heart will always be yours to keep.

who?

who do i miss in these laughter?
and who do i think of when im and out?

Italy ke mak mak!

(photo courtesy of ks)

YEsssssss so happpy italy won..
Partly because france won brazil and spain.
Partly because italy let me win 11 bucks =). ty sgpools!
i will never bet again! So you have a net loss!
Partly because italy jersey is nice.
Partly because i just like italy more.

zidane lost his mind.
like me :)

torn

im torn.
im devastated.
why am i feeling this way?
is it because i give all my heart to love?
is it that i should receive love
and give a little of my heart away,
just like people say?

is it true that there is no true love?
if i love a person with all my heart,
wouldn't she be touched?
is it the way i talk
or the way i look?
is it my hairstyle,
is it my low wealth?

is it love?

lost

so it's true?
im not the one?
again..?

i hope..
i'll continue hoping..
that one day i'll be the one.

the one you are missing.
the one you love.

one day all these will be true.

what if?

what if im not the one you are missing?
what if im not the one you are loving?
and what if im not the one.
will i be able survive?

what if all these while i was wrong?
what if in the end i'll be alone?
will i still miss you?
will i still love you?

time is running out.
we have alot more obstacles to overcome.
yet we haven't even get past the first one.

are you missing me tonight?
cos i am.

results results results.

its only tues and i already know 3 results..

B - computing
C - physics
D - maths..
unknown - chem

BCD not bad wad! many people would say..
but im a student attempting 2 S papers.. shouldnt i already secure my 4As already?
Chem ar chem... Although it is nicer to get ABCD, getting A for chem is unrealistic.. so i hope i can get an E... so BCDE nice nice.. omg....... then GP F9???? lol................................
choi man.

im starting to mug NOW.
despite CCA matters, IHPC and computing coursework.

寂寞轰炸 - 周传雄

轰炸被寂寞轰炸
把掩护心的围墙震垮啦
就露出心事密密麻麻
说话想找人说话
不在乎笑话废话或傻话
只要别自己一个在家
失望沮丧的失望
热闹并不能让我被解放
酒精也不能让我健忘
喝吧沉默的喝吧
朋友别怪我要讲又没讲
心里太乱会像哑巴
每天这个时候
心都特别寂寞
像孤单单在大海游
不确定方向没错
又不愿掉头
当听谁劝我换个梦来做
总倔强笑着有痛不说
每天这个时候
心都特别寂寞
在窗边吹风泪会流
回想你在的时候
我们多快乐
常常只相望一眼握着手
就觉得胸口暖和(了)